More Than My Wife (Part2) [gxg]

Prepare For Me

Spring's POV
———————A lot of things that happened in my life were blessings while others were lessons. When our doctor Shelby said twins my whole sound system went blur. All I could hear was Hayley talking over me to Shelby as if she was more worried than excited. Taking care of a kid was a big step, taking care of two were big choices & well 3... were unexpected. "What are we going to do with 3 babies mom?". Hayley laced back & forth through the living room area nervously worried about what to do. Honestly I was in a position where I knew that raising these kids with Hayley will be a big decision. I wasn't prepared for any amount of babies we were about to bring into our home but I was prepared to be the best mom to them all. "Mom.. Silence But mom.. Silence Okay" She ends the call laying the phone down on our kitchen counter resting her head into her hands. "Baby can you come here please" I ask Hayley. Her worried face shot up before she sat down on the couch next to me. "Why did you call your mom?" I ask her. Her eyes fall down to her hands that now begin to rub against her jeans. "I don't know baby.. I just think—
"You didn't think Hayley, We're married now.. Don't you think you should've came to me first? I mean.. I'm the one that's pregnant with two human beings you're not, so I don't see how you're panicking more than me" I tell her. Her face scrunch's up with anger & sadness "That's not fair Spring & you know that.. I'm just worried about if we're prepared for something like this" She tells me. "We will never be prepared for two human beings. Not when they're running around our household or when their driving us both insane, being a new mother is learning that the love we have for them all is unconditional. The only thing we can hope for is that we both have safe & healthy pregnancies bringing our kids into this fucked up world" I directly explain. As much as I should've been worried about raising three kids I wasn't because I was much more worried about bringing them into a world where if they chose something others didn't understand then they wouldn't except them. "I'm sorry baby" Hayley apologizes realizing that maybe she overreacted a little bit about this pregnancy that overwhelmed the both of us. "Look baby i am not angry with you i'm just trying to understand why you would choose your mom over me when we both vowed to tell each other everything even if it would tear us both apart from one another" I explain to Hayley. Her head falls "I guess I'm not used to being married baby" She admits to me. "We just committed our whole lives to one another, I'm not used to being married either but i want us to both make this work if we want a healthy marriage". Silence walked into the room leaving us both in true thought of what we really wanted but i wasn't expecting the answer that came out of Hayley's mouth. "Do you think we made the right choice in getting married?".

That night i didn't know what to think or what to do when Hayley asked me something like that. I didn't know who Hayley was anymore, Did we make the right decision? Or were we both afraid of this big decision we both made? "Spring?!" Hayley screams out my name before my eyes fluttered open. "Thank God!" She speaks frantically as a male doctor kneels over me flashing a light in the both of my eyes. Muffled voices talked all over the house as my hearing ringed back into place loudly. "What happened baby?" I ask Hayley curious to why she had the most sad look on her face. "Don't speak right now baby i just want to make sure you're okay right now" She speaks pacing back & Forth. "Mrs. Rose you fainted do you remember what happened before you fainted?" The male doctor ask of me. Nodding my head "No" He clicks the light off before stuffing it back into his pocket, closing up his kit & walking over to Hayley exchanging words that eased her face. Her hand was over her chest before she looked at me with a reassuring smile. Kneeling down over me she finally explains "I'm just so happy that you're okay baby, Do you remember what happened?" She ask me curiously. Nodding 'No' She begins to explain "We were arguing about if we both made the right decision baby & then you got up too fast i think & fainted". Quickly my hand shot down to my stomach from fear of my babies "They're fine baby, everything looks healthy" She tells me. A breeze of relief washed over me from realizing the dream i had wasn't real & that my little one's were just fine. It really damped me when i realized i didn't remember anything that happened before i fainted but i was grateful that i had Hayley here beside me making sure me & the babies were okay.