More Than My Wife (Part2) [gxg]

Accepting

Hayley's POV
___________ Arriving into a hospital wasn't my idea unless it was the common thing that brought you when you were pregnant which was labor. This wasn't Labor, it was devastation and fear. I feared the life of my baby only because I let myself get this way. Only because I was jealous of my wife's life with her own pregnancy, only because I was ungrateful I kept telling myself. I could see the fear in spring's eyes as she got a doctors attention after carrying me inside. Attention was alarmed immediately and I was sat into a chair. Spring couldn't go with me because the doctors wanted a check up on her to since she was in so much distressed and carried a woman over her weight inside of a hospital. I didn't blame anyone for doing what they did because I would've did the exact same thing. Machines and cords were thrown into place, hooking up to me or hooking around me. The pain in my back and front kept coming repeatedly. I could hear the words relax come out of a doctors mouth as I stared in sadness hoping I wasn't loosing my baby. "I'm going to check the baby for you, just to make sure everything's fine" A female doctor spoke to me from the side. The cold gel hit my stomach and a monitor was pressed down on it automatically without question. Right away I could hear the heartbeat of my baby as normal but I wanted to see my baby.. the monitor was taken off and the words "Your baby is fine just a little under distress" Eased and frightened my worries. What did that mean for me? A needle was punctured through my arm with some kind of medicine to calm down the pain in my back. It was stress the doctors told me which is why they put me on bed rest in the first place.

Everything was back to normal but Spring wasn't here. Was their something wrong? Did I stress her out? Or worse put her into a terrible state because of me. The door swung open and springs warming smile calmed me down. Her lips pressed against mines before she pulled me away and rubbed down my belly. "Everything's fine" I told her. She nodded and pulled a chair next to me sitting down. Quickly she grabs my hand and smiles with her calming face. I knew something was up and immediately the door swung open. It wasn't a doctor from the hospital but it was a therapist. My eyes looked down on her and I smiled slightly because she knew I needed this.

                              3 weeks later
Therapy was going better than expected, my pregnancy was flying by smoothly and my belly was protruding even more by the day. Everything was perfect including me and Spring's together time. We went out more, spent more time together and even had more sex than usual from the days she took off from work. I don't know if she was doing it for me or if she needed it because of the pregnancy. Either way it was bettering everything for me and our future together. I looked at Carol my therapist as she smiled up at me waiting on me to answer her question. She saw that I didn't hear her so she repeated herself for me. "Tell me again how did you and Ms. Rose meet?". My heart thumped hard against my chest remembering the exact day she laid her lips onto mines, the days we fought for each other and the days we argued with each other. I remember those days all to well. So I told her how we met.

I remembered striding into the classroom one morning and there she was looking back at with fire in her eyes. She didn't see it then but I saw it then. I knew very well she was going to be with me. Especially when Tom found out about our relationship. It was risky but we couldn't help it. It was like me and Spring were drawn to each other. We didn't want to be away from one another. Not even when the whole student body told on us. It was wreck that day but spring fought through it. We didn't care what anyone thought or who knew in that moment.. The day she proposed after her graduation. It was golden. The cherry on top of our made relationship.

Thinking about that day made me run hot with passion and desire. It was exciting those days and now I could realize where it all went wrong. We rushed into everything so fast we didn't have time to think about ourselves. I didn't think about what Spring wanted, but I was too focused on my own self. Thinking about it now made my eyes look up at carol and she could tell very well what I knew. Now I felt even worse than before but I was so grateful to have a caring and adaptive wife. She was adapting to my environment even though she didn't need have to. That's what made Spring so perfect, my wife, she was just so perfect already. I was basically blessed.