TIFFANYS P.O.V
I was busy pacing up and down the hospital halls waiting for the doctors to come out and inform us he's okay and he'll live.
The twins where sleeping on Georgia's lap, Georgia was also sleeping with tear stains on her cheeks.
It was now 3am in the morning and I was still worried sick about him and haven't slept a wink since we arrived.
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It's now 6am and I was feeling very sleepy but couldn't bare falling asleep and just having a night mare on what happened, he's face the way he yelled the despair in he's eyes as he practically told me there was nothing good left in the world for him to live for.
It crushed me thinking that I wasn't enough for him to live he's life for or that he didn't need me in he's life he just wanted me out, away from him and wanted to get away from me and everyone else....cause we where not enough for him, he lost too much already.
A loud noise pulled me outta my thoughts and my head snapped to look at the door where Nick, Meghan and Alex came running in. Nick ran up to me a tightly hugged me. Alex next then Meghan.
"Any news yet?" Meghan said sitting on nicks lap who had just taken a seat next to me. I shook my head.
"Bloody Ash why on earth would he think killing him self was gonna do shit!" Nick snapped hitting the arm rest and heavily breathing. I shrugged in response.
"How long have you been here for?" Alex asked me giving me a concerned look "from 10pm" I mumbled my voice sounding helpless and weak.
Soon Georgia and the twins woke up and just sat there upset. "It was a horrible site" Georgia mumble and I nodded slowly as Mia got up and jumped on my lap giving me a tight hug "but Auntie Ro will be okay." She said laying her head on my chest and I nodded not even knowing if I was gonna be okay or not. Would I be able to live without ash in my life or with me.
The doctor later came out informing us that he was stable and we could go in and see him, every one decided I should go in first and so I did.
I slowly walked in to see ash lying on the bed breathing slowly. My eyes diverted to he's wrists that where wrapped in bandages and where stained red.
Seeing him like this hurt me it really did and I couldn't handle this, I stormed out and ran out the hospital with out looking back.
