How Far? (Book l)

Part 8: "What the fuck is going on!"

What if he die to? What if him going public make him a target? So many questions danced in my head as I drove down the longest road. I decided to pull into a gas station within 3 miles from my home ,when my phone started ringing once again after ignoring while driving I finally decided to listen to the voicemail ..it was Hersh "Hello where you at? I just left your place your mom told me you went for a drive I need to tell you something important please call me!" I clicked  the second voicemail "Hope please answer the phone call me back!" I wasn't in no mood to talk. My mind was full of its own conversations. I jumped when there was a knock at my window,I forgot I had been sitting in the parking lot for quite a minute now. "Go in the store or move .You wasting space."  I turned to see dickhead blocking my window. I opened my car door and replied wasting space or wasting sales?" He knew what I was getting at. I knew dickehead was dealing with drugs,part of the reason why I said no the times he attempted to get at me. " You little bitch! " He closed the door on me while I was in the midst of getting out ,squishing me between the door and the car itself. "Don't get smart with me get smart with ya teacher." he pushed the door in a little harder. "Or you'll be my way in."  he grinned knowing he had scared the life out of me his presence always spooked me a little but this time it was different. "Yo chill bro it's a girl." said Jerome leaving his post which was right by the store entrance. " You really think you're going to get somewhere with that. It's like going into an elevator and pressing close." "This nigga still on the first floor!" yelled Jerome while the others two laughed uncontrollably. Dickhead lifted off the door " You right. But the bitch need to know I'll still off her."  He replied still looking me in my eyes. But for some reason his problem felt as if it had nothing to do with me sitting in a parking space for too long. He was Tired of rejection well plenty of rejections and he couldn't deal with it. "You won't." said a familiar voice appearing from out the store. I looked to see chris making his way over. "She's marked bro keep your hands off her." What the fuck was he talking about he clearly hated me." Dickhead stepped  away sort of like a baby when you catch them in the act ,but you know they will try again the moment they feel you're not looking. "I don't need your help" I said reaching to grab my purse. "If you was acting like the tough little girl earlier you wouldn't" he blurted back. "If you were still acting like the boy who hated me earlier we wouldn't be having this conversation!" I was getting better at my clapbacks. I let out a sign and proceeded to walk in the store but I could hear him following me. " What are you doing over here this late? " "Chris why do you care? leave me alone! You made it quite clear earlier the feelings is gone right?" I grabbed my juice out freezer and headed to candy isle "So you still drink those?" " Boy what the fuck do you want?" I yelled. I don't know where my anger was coming from maybe my dads case but I hated Chris at the moment everything he did annoyed me. "You're cursing now Hope?" He grabbed my arm forcing me to look him in his brown eyes. "What happened?" I snatched my arm back. "Nothing happened I rushed to the counter before he tried to say anything else to me. I looked in my purse but my card was not there. 'Great ' I let out. "I got it. " Chris pulled out a 100 dollar bill for a amount that was only "3.42$... show off.  "It's hard to believe you're over here for a arizona and a snicker.You only take drives this far when you're depressed." I handed him his change back. "What we we had is old get over it." I left out the store and headed to my car I felt his stare along my back but I refuse to turn around I would seem weak. At least I thought. "Bye bitch you lucky he saved you." said dickhead with a grin. "Fuck you!" I yelled back. I got in my car and heard my phone ring once again it was Hersh. "Hello?" Hope where are you I just left your place? We need to talk I think Tash is pregnant." Wait what?" before I could finish,my phone died what the fuck is going on!