How Far? (Book l)

Part 21: "You're in?"

"That's it? You sure you didn't leave nothing out. That's the whole story?" "I promise." I responded. "My fingerprints are all over her." "I'll handle it." Chris replied. "I just needed to know." I sniffled in the corner of the car, my nose pressed up against the window. My mind trying it's hardest to process what was going on. My world turned upside down in 10 secs. Literally. "Talk to me, I hope you ain't over there thinking about jumping off a cliff or some shit." "No it's just my mom gone, dad and tash having a baby, Marlon dead,killing my best friend's mother." I quickly corrected myself. "His annoying mother. And in the car with this guy." "What do you mean? I can take you back if you want hope." "shut up." I replied. "A nice hot bath in a hotel was needed.

"You need help?" I know how to bathe chris I'm not retarded." I ran the towel over me squeezing all the hot water where I desired. And cleaning the wound from the knife. The shower head raining down on me felt good. A shower never felt this good, but even while relaxing the events of today kept coming back. I lost a best friend of 12 years. Tash was my everything. Everything a friend needed. Marlon who was told he was going to live just dies! "here cover yourself." But I refuse to step out. "hope come on I know it's a lot to take in." he stepped in the shower fully clothed. "What are you doing." I yelled trying my hardest to cover my body."Covering yourself doesn't work. I imagine you naked all the time." that smirk appeared on his face again. Every hormone in my body was raging, which may explain the foolish thing I did next. I removed my hands revealing myself "I'm ready." I watched his eyes dropped below,just like I imagined. I met his lips halfway and pulled him in more as he caressed my body. I felt his hands sliding down to my hips as he sucked on my neck. ''Take your clothes off." I whispered. "That's your job." he responded. we stepped out the shower with his back against the mirror hovering the sink I slid his shirt up over his head rushing to meet his lips again. In seconds I was laying in the bed watching him kiss every inch of my body, going down further and further until he reached the spot. My body was weakening it felt so good. I clinged the sheets in my fist and let out a moan. I was about to lose my virginity. this really was happening.

"wake up hope." I opened my eyes to see chris with break feast. I stopped by break feast house and got your favorite." "Yess! I needed this." "You were amazing last night ." said Chris waiting for me to respond. " Not really I didn't know what I was doing." I replied. "And why are you looking at me like that?" His eyes were fixated on me while he licked his lips. "nothing." He took his shirt off and laid on the bed. "Part two?" "I would but I'm worn out can't blame me we did four rounds.Can you get me a sprite?" I blushed as he turned and walk off until I saw his back.There was tattoo of an capital H on his back covered in flames with a pitchfork. That's not what shocked me. The H was half red and half black and he had an exponent. The most dangerous kind. "Chris? You're in?" I could tell he easily forgot about the tattoo. You know what these people do? They burn people alive! They kill people ,sell drugs." "You don't know what you're talking about." he blurted back. "I know that tattoo is red and black meaning you bled in or killed in! From the looks you did both! That exponent is the amount of people you killed. He grabbed me by the neck, I tried my best to sit up. "Who the fuck have you been talking to hope You're going to get yourself killed.You know what is done to intruders to I suppose!" killed by who you?" I watched as he removed his hands. "Chris you have an exponent of 12. You killed 12 people! I'm not perfect but 1 to your 12." "I should have left you alone." He buried his head in his hands. "I should have left you alone." he repeated. "But the moment I laid eyes on you all the feelings came back. I never could stop loving you.You were so different." I crawled my way to him to wrapped my arms around him. "I saw you the day you came back. I thought my chances with you were done. I thought I was no longer up your alley, especially what you told me in the hallway that day but I'll never judge you. I know you have a reason behind everything you do. You didn't join huegos for the fun I hope.. you got some planned. You don't have to tell me I already know." he turned to me shocked. "I love you." he let out. "But were in trouble hope. I just need to know you got me?" My heart began to beat twice as fast. Was this a test? what trouble? I formed my lips and let it go. " I got you what trouble?" "You didn't tell me that the woman yall killed was dianna carson." I sat up now alerted. "ok what about her?" I asked. " She's the boss ex girlfriend and hershe is supposed to be dead".........