Kabanata 1
Hindi nawala saking isipan ang imahe ng lalake, was he just tripping me or something? coz damn he did a really good job tho. got me thinking wild about it.
isang buwan na ang nakalipas mula nung nangyari, and still not over it. for the past month I kept myself busy and trying to wash away that memory. sa nakaraang araw ay nagging abalaa ako sa trabho ng nagproblema si mama sa kanyang business. I tried my best para man lang mapagaan ang problema nya kaya't isinantabi ko muna ang kagustohang mapa bilis ang simula ng magtrabaho ngunit di ko din kinaligtaan na magpasa ng form para mag apply sa mga malalaking kompanya maganda narin yon, habang nag aantay ako ng reply ay tumulong muna para naman gumaan papaano ang problema ni mama.
Iniscroll ko at isaisang tiningnan ang mga malalaking kompanyang inemail ko at mag tatlong araw palang wala pa akong matanggap ni isang email sa kanila pabalik. Naka pangalumbaba akoang tinitigan yun. I graduate at an early age so I guess that makes huge factor of me not being able to get any job, maybe they looked at me like someone who lack experiences in life lalo na sa linya ng trabaho ko. I get it that I just turned 18 this year, but I guess my past records would justify why I graduated early right? I was accelerated, I wasnt able to take all the stages in preliminary and secondary because I passed the exam they gave me. One of the reason why I was given the opportunity to study college abroad, while studying I also took the chance to apprentice to one of the best engineers abroad to have good experience. Feeling ko kulang pa yung experience ko eh. Napahilamos ako ng kamay dahil sa naisip.
This isnt the time to feel bad about it, I should be confident. Agad akoa napaupo ng maayos at nag isip ng magandang bagay para maging positibo. Nauwi rin ako sa pangalumbaba ulit at pumikit muntikan ng matuba ng biglang tumunog ang notification ko hudyat para sa isang mensahe.
Wala akong natanggap na reply mula sa inemail kong malalaking kompanya pero may natanggap akong email mula sa pinaka malaking kompanya sa bansa, my jaw dropped after I saw the companys name. agad napakunot ang noo ko ng mapagtanto na isa sa mga companyang hawak nila ay nag send ako ng email ngunit wala akong natanggap na reply pero bakit itong pinakamalaki nilang kompanya mismo ang nag email sakin? Its not that im not grateful of what I received but isnt it weird? Or its just me?
I just shrugged the idea off my mind. Agad kong inihanda ang sarili sa magaganap na interview.
Hindi maiwala saakin ang excitement kaya nang dumating na ang araw ay handing handa ako. I grace down the hall of the building wearing a black trouser and a yellow turtle neck croptop and a black blazer up to cover up my exposed waist I paired it with white 5inchs block heels to look more professional. I put my hair in a messy bun but in a classy way I just discovered while staying at home I look good in messy bun but I took in a next level messy bun for this day.
When I told you that the email was weird, I mean it. Today after I took the interview I was shock when I was accepted directly, and its kinda weird because I was expecting na marami kaming inemail pero nabigla ako ng ako lang magisa ang naroon para sa interview at ng nakarating ako sa lobby ay nataranta pa kaunti ang babae roon at nakitaan ko ng kaunting takot? I really dont know whats happening I thought I knew everything but seems like Im going to be surprise with somethings else. When I said Im going top be surprised, yes I was indeed surprised after I was told Ill be starting my work today. Yes, today. Who wouldve thought? Ni ako ay naweirdohan na.
Gusto ko sanang mapabilib mismo ang magiinterview sa mga sagot ko sa kanya pero hindi ko man lang magawa ng pagsabi ko palang na fresh graduate ako ay manghangmangha na sya, iba sa inexpect ko. That moment Im already sure that somethings not right. Surely not right.
Mas lumaki lamang ang kuryosidad ko sa mga nangyayari ng inihatid nya ako sa magiging silid ko ay pilit mang pinupukos ng mga tao ang atensyon nila sa ginagawa ay napapabaling ito habang naglalakad kami at nadadaanan kaming mga employee din. Kung hindi sa gulat ay pagkamangha, na para bang isa akong babae sa storya na dahil sa himala ay nandito na harapan nila. I couldnt shrugged the idea off like I usually do but then I just stand confidently.
Mangha kong pinagmasdan ang magiging opisina. Not bad huh, this room is huge, I was expecting a little one since Im just starting and Im just one of there many engineers here. I guess this is really how they treat their employee huh, impressive. I nodded as a sign of appreciation of their amazing interior design. A velvet red swivel chair infront of a wooden dark colored classy table.
Ito ang magiging office mo, you have there a private comfort room and here you have your table. You have everything you need here and if you want to request something else just dont hesitate to tell me or your secretary ani nito ng nakangiti may mangha parin sa mga mata.
Agad napakunot ang noo ko sa narining. Ano ulit yun? Secretary? Bat may secretary ako?
Im sorry you must be wrong maam, Im still new here why would I have a secretary? I can surely handle my work here as your new engineer I smiled sweetly even with the frustration. And there she is again staring at me with awe like she was amazed I talk back to her. She blink many times before she recovered, I just stand there infront of her waiting for her to say something.
Oh no, Maam Brienne you will need it. Being the Vice President of this company will going to be huge job. You will surely need it. Saying it like in a matter of fact tone with her hand showing me dramatical actions. I looked at her wide eyes and jaw dropped.
Im pretty sure I didnt remember signing up for this
