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stella bought a bottle of vodka before she came home

she just really felt like drinking

and she hated people who drank

but she hated herself even more

when she got home she closed herself in her room and began to drink

as she drank, she punched the walls, talked to the pictures she has in a box and listened to music

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"stella? are you home?" her mom asked

"yes" she was on the affects oh alcohol, she didn't what she was doing, because she wouldn't say shit if she was sober

her mom wouldn't believe what she just heard, her daughter spoke to her

for the first time in forever

"i'm really happy for hearing your voice stella..." she spoke while crying

but no reply

"um, i bought dinner, it's chicken, you can just go the kitchen if you want." she said, "i'm sorry for what i did, but that monster deserved it."

that person was a monster, but not for stella

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when michael got home he called calum

"hey mate, what's the name of that freak from our school?"

"dude, she certainly has a name, but no one ever calls her for it..."

"doesn't she have a friend or something?"

"she has a razor..."

"that's not funny, it's discussing to say that about people, seriously dude"

"sorry... she must have someone, i don't know.." he let out a breath "i gotta study, bye mate"

"bye dude"

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after that call, stella passed out on her room, with blood on her hands and walls

and she ripped a few photos too

oh god, if he only knew her pain

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the next day stella woke up with a big headache

but that wouldn't stop her from going to school or study

michael woke up because of a dream

and bella was on that dream, and it seemed so real to him

when he woke up, oh when he woke up

he started crying, and crying

bella was his fucking rock

without her he was... what was he? he obviously didn't know...

he got up, toke a shower, ate, brushed his teeth and headed to school

when he got to school he saw cal talking to some girl

"hello" michael said 'smiling'

"hello! you must be michael i guess?" the girl presumed

"yes, i am, and you are?"

"i'm amber!" she smiled

"i was trying to make her come tonight to luke's party" calum said

"oh yeah, i totally forgot about that! because, well, you know."

"it's okay, but you should come... it would be good to get a little out of control right now, huh?" calum asked him

"yeah.. can you stop by my house and then we'll go together? with amber of course."

"i was thinking about taking a friend, you probably don't know her, but she needs to party, seriously" amber kind of interrupted us

"sure, talk to her and then we'll see" calum replied

"great! then i'll go" amber said

"yeah, i'll go too" michael said after amber

they continued talking, until stella got to the schools front door

"thats the friend i was talking about!" amber smiled

"STELLA!" she screamed and stella looked surprised, and walked towards them

"how are you?" amber asked, the only 'response' she had was a thumbs up

"wanna go to a party tonight?" michael asked her, looking at her pale skin, and beautiful strawberry blonde hair

she gave him a 'no' look

"you should come" amber said "please, i beg you"

she wanted to say yes, but the last time this happened she needed to take care of amber + it was hella boring

stella pushed ambers hand and got into the wc leaving the 2 boys confused

"you know what happened last time! i don't want to stay there, watch you having the time of your life, and than get really drunk, and than i must take care of you!"

"hey, hey, it's okay, i'll stay with you, or one of the guys stay with you, they wanted you to come." amber hugged stella

"i'll go, but they'll think i'm complicated and won't talk to me"

"they won't talk if you don't talk"

"i'll try to say something" stella smiled

"that's my girllll!"

they got out of the wc and got to the guys

"she's going!"

"great" calum said

"see you tonight than... stella right?" michael asked

she nodded as a response

(I KNOW THIS SUCKS MY I LOST MY PHONE AND NOW I HAVE A NEW ONE, ILL TRY TO UPDATE, SOZ BAES)

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