Forever isn't always

First sight

I was at my locker having a bad morning as usual. As I closed my locker to go to class I noticed this guy, Asher, and I'm getting this feeling in my stomach I had never felt before. I literally felt my stomach drop it was like, love at first sight. Okay, I know what your thinking 'how could you look at someone and say you love them already when you barley know them?' Yeah I'm still trying to answer that question. He was on my mind all morning and BOOM! Next thing I know we're having lunch together. I didn't know what to do , I never really thought of boys because it wasn't a big thing in my life, I was worried about other things like college. I did small things like change my hair style and wear a little more makeup, to make him notice me and nothing worked. At this point I started to think 'how could a guy like him want to ever talk to someone like me? The lame weird girl that don't have any friends.' Until one day we bumped into each other in our neighborhood. When we made eye contact i had that weird feeling again and I could feel my heart beating faster, I knew I had started to blush . He tried talking to me but go figure, I start stuttering like a nervous child about to get in trouble. Also something I never did while talking to people, I was so nervous .