Forever isn't always

Perfect date

As time went by we became closer and closer. We'd laugh, crack corny jokes and talk all the time, I loved it. When he took me on my first date, we went to see a movie and then out to eat. We stayed out all night and I had so much fun. More fun than I expected to at least. Everything was great minus one thing. Everything we did was kept on the low because that's just what Asher wanted... I never knew why but I was just happy that something like this was happening to me, the lame middle school math nerd turning into a cool kid because of this guy. We said we were together officially in front of all his friends, but we had to do a lot of sneaking around because my parents weren't ok with the fact that I was dating a freshman in high school. Just because I was in 8th grade didn't mean anything. The school we went to was a preppy and very formal place. It had k-12 grade which meant everyone knew each other. During our relationship we had to go to other peoples houses to see each other until I graduated 8th grade. After I graduated we started doing EVERYTHING together. We went to the movies, out to eat, we shopped together and we even went for ice cream it was so...perfect. On October 7th was the day I lost my virginity. A stupid move I know. Once his lips touched mine every doubt I had in my mind vanished. He was gentle and didn't make me do anything I didn't want to do . I was very shy with him still, but I love the way he looked me in my eyes. I never felt happier. I knew I was in love because I appreciated the way he would hold on to me, made me feel Protected. When I was with him I had no worries and I felt complete. I was loving the vibe we had, the way his voice sounded when he whispered in my ear , the way his lips felt on my own, the way he would hold me and watch me sleep. Lastly the way he would listen to me without judging me .