Forever isn't always

Destoyed

Everything was absolutely perfect until the month of March 2016. Out of nowhere he had this I don't care attitude and he wouldn't even look at me any more. We would be in the same room he would act like I wasn't even there, I didn't know what was going on. I tried everything but nothing helped. The weekend after all this started I spent a night at his house. He happened to fall asleep earlier than me and something was telling me to check his phone. This feeling out of nowhere so I did what my brain was warning me not to do. I reached over him and unlocked and opened his phone. I was scrolling through his messages when I noticed somebody named Ashley. I already met his family and nobody was named 'Ashley'. I started to read messages between him and this girl and he was telling her he loved her and couldn't wait to see her. Tears instantly came to my eyes and I tried to stop crying, but the more I read the louder I cried. To find out he was cheating this way is the reason I despise him today. This Ashley character is to blame, no wait they both are to blame. It takes two to tango. As I was setting his phone down a message popped up that said " I'm pregnant you need to call me ASAP " I froze, then I really lost it. He woke up to me throwing all my clothes into my bag and had the nerve to ask me "what's wrong?" All I could do is point at his phone and when he unlocked it he saw the same message I saw and the only words his cheating lips could form were "I'm sorry." I only question for him, " why ? " As hard as he tried not to answer that question I wanted nothing but the truth from him. He finally looked up at me with the straightest face I have ever seen on him and said " because I'm not attracted you anymore "I shook my head and quietly left the house.