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Bakugou POV-he woke up to my alarm, looking at the time.
Monday, 5:00 A.M.
he slowly sighed and turned off his alarm, stretching and standing up.
' it's really too early for all this bullshit.. ' he thought as he went to go and grab his uniform. he put it on, not wearing the tie as usual, and looked at himself in the mirror.
well..
more like he looked at himself with pure disgust.
he hated every little bit about how he looked. after a bit he got so sick of staring at his reflection he went and sat down, studying for no reason until he had to leave home to head to school.
soon realizing his parents were on vacation, he realized how much easier it would be to skip meals. originally he'd have to eat some food, at least, only for him to secretly vomit it up later, no matter how much he enjoyed the food.
' you don't deserve it.. ' a voice in his head suddenly spoke.
Bakugou looked up from his book.
" i don't deserve it. fine. "( time skip to class - )
of course, the ash blonde was the first to arrive at class. he never liked people surrounding him as soon as he walked into a room, as he got enough of that at the dorms, with the ' bakusquad ' surrounding him 24/7.
as soon as he sat down, he grabbed a book and read til more people started arriving, the silence of the room breaking.
Bakugou sighed and put his book back into his bag, and decided to listen to some music.
he grabbed out his phone and earbuds, ( we don't flex with airpods in this household :) )
playing some random music.
he was calm, the music cancelling out everyone's voices.
but all good things must come to an end.
the door to the classroom opened, and Kirishima , Denki, Sero and Mina all walked into the room, chatting loudly.
soon the group ran up to Bakugou, smiling.
he took out his earbuds.
" what do you want?" he asked, annoyed.
"we were thinking..." Mina started, bouncing up and down.
"yeah..?" Bakugou said.
"that maybe..." Denki continued.
"maybe what!?" Bakugou raised his voice.
"maybe you wanna come and hang out with us after school today???" Kirishima said with a smile.
"please??" they all said.
".... no." Bakugou responded.
soon they all started complaining. after a few more pleads, they gave up.
as the group walked to their seats, bakugou heard Denki say,
" i told you he wasn't going to go, Kiri. i don't even know why you try to get him to have fun."
" denki!" Kirishima said, defensive.
"it's true! it's like he never wants to have fun, or be nice! why are you friends with him?"
"he cares! i know he does!" the red haired boy answered.
"really, kirishima?" denki looked the red head straight in the eyes. "how much do you ACTUALLY know?"
as kirishima was about to reply, denki quickly cut him off.
"don't try. we all know you and bakugou have some close bond or some shit, so you might have a different experience. but from my perspective, all he's done is torment and destroy people's lives! he seems to hate all of us! he almost murdered uraraka during the sports festival!"
bakugou by then was slightly shaking, but kept a calm, unbothered expression.
".. that's a bit over-exaggerated i promise you-" was all the red headed male could say before he was again, interrupted.
" promise what?! listen, bakugou is just a villain! a monster!! " denki was shouting by then, each word hurting bakugou more.
villain.
monster.
bakugou then stood up, making all eyes that were on the two arguing to him, eyes wide with terror, not knowing what the explosive boy would do next.
" he doesn't mean it, i promise- " kirishima said, thinking he was about to attack denki. instead, bakugou turned to face denki, looking at him straight in the eye with an emotionless expression.
" sorry. "
he quietly said to the electric boy, shocking everyone.
before anyone could speak, he was out the door.( GUYS I'M SO SORRY I HAVEN'T POSTED IN FOREVER. BUT CAN WE MENTION WE'RE AT 1K READS. SDUKHDUSUS TYSM but also WHY DO YOU LIKE MY CRAPPY WRITING LIKE BROOOOOO )
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Fanfiction- bakugou angst, because why not - a story of love and loss. where words are more powerful then anything. - kiribaku - tw- (implied) depression and eating disorders. you have been warned. / i also want to mention that the cover art IS mine! /