save my soul.

smilin' for all the wrong reasons.

So like a lot of this story has been more of venting abt things I've thought about doing-only being stopped by the idea of getting in trouble, so here's a vent chapter of things I have felt/experienced! I hope this maybe helps u guys get to know my emotions a little more since some of u have told me about you!!

edit: QUICK QUESTION! would you guys want me to make a twitter account so i can give updates and show fanart that i've made? please don't feel pressured to say yes!! i will never force u guys to do/say ANYTHING.

now ONTO THE ANGST-

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BV { Baku-view: clever right ;) }

everything felt wrong.

he could basically feel every little mistake the world made. it made his chest tighten.

nothing was right. nothing was good. everything was a mistake. nothing was right.

and it was pissing him off. it pissed him off because he couldn't fix it. how was he supposed to fix it? there was too much happening in too many places. how was he supposed to fix the way the leaves moved? how the people walked down the sidewalk? how the doors to bakeries just kept opening making that annoying ass dinging sound-

make it stop-

make it quiet-

fix it

fix it

fix it

fix it

fix it

FIX IT-

he didn't even realize he was standing still until a man bumped into his shoulder, snapping him out of his train of thought as he stood outside of a bakery. he looked through the windows, seeing the warmly lit bakery standing in the dark of night. he could see the customers sitting at the tables, laughing and talking while eating and drinking. he could see families, couples, friends.

thinking about it, he kind of missed his frie-

"I told you he wasn't going to go, Kiri. I don't even know why you try to get him to have fun."

"Why are you friends with him?"

"Bakugou is just a villain. A monster."

...

suddenly, that feeling is gone.

he had no friends to begin with.

they were liars.

dirty, filthy liars.

there's not much to miss.

a smile came over his face.

sorry.

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AV { Aizawa View :D }

a month.

that's how long it had been since Bakugou Katsuki, the loud, brash 1-A student in UA walked out the doors to the school.

he hasn't returned.

it didn't feel right.

he worked hard, trained vigorously.

his parents apparently hadn't seen him enter their home or in their home, and pro's had checked multiple cities.

he was just...

gone.

it was silent without him.

the entire atmosphere changed too.

he could see it on all his students faces.

some showed worry when glancing to his seat.

...

others showed disgust.

it was way too quiet.

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BV

it was loud.

sure, that might be because he was outside and the street was busy, but it bothered him nonetheless.

it's not hard to just shut up every once and a while.

the noise became too much, and he soon found himself inside an empty building.

at least the noise was muffled.

looking around, he didn't see much. it was clear nobody had been inside the building in a long time.

but then he saw it.

a circle of white next to the gray walls.

he walked closer to the object and saw it was a mask.

on it was a scribbled on smile, almost like one a child would draw.

...

it was getting tiring having to keep his head down and hood up to avoid being recognized...

he picked it up, brushed off a light layer of dust that covered it, and placed it onto his face.

he pulled out his phone, and went to the camera.

perfect.

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OK SO I WENT TO UPDATE IT TO ASK A QUESTION BUT A LARGE PORTION GOT DELETED SO ITS BASICALLY A REVISED ENDING! THE PLOT HASNT CHANGED, BUT THE WORDING DID, SORRY!!!!

also i know i said this would be long but.... any longer and i feel like the chapter would be ruined, so it's gonna hav to be short!!1!1

have a great day!