^^ ART IS NOT MINE !!!! just gotta say that
((another bakugou chapter, no time skips, this is like a minute after ' only god shall know '
[ can i also mention it's so entertaining seeing all of you comment "only we shall know" ]
anyways here it is))
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guilt was a weird thing.
even if you had justification for your actions, your body still hurts.
a knot in your chest tightens, making it hard to breathe. shallow shaking breaths.
shallow breaths.
shaking and shaking and shaking.
no more shaking.
stop shaking.
just stop.
shallow breaths. shallow breaths are better than shaking. shaking shows fear. you're not afraid. you're not scared.
but you are.
you're scared.
you are.
you are..
lost.
where are you?
scent of pine fills his nose, clearing his head. the forest. you're in the forest. remember. you're in the forest. there's a hole. it's not a hole anymore, it's a grave. remember, you're in the forest and there's a hole that's a grave. no. not a hole, just a grave. just a grave. remember that.
forest, hole. no. forest, hole, grave. shit. no. forest, grave.
time?
stars. moon. constellations. night.
forest, grave, night.
stars, moon, constellations.
grave, forest, night.
navy blue sky. night.
what can you hear?
stars, moon, constellations.
the sound of the sky.
night envelopes his body.
stars, moon, constellations.
forest.
grave.
stars.
moon.
constellations.
the sound of the sky.
the sound of the night.
the world of navy blue.
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IM ACTUALLY REALLY PROUD OF THIS CHAPTER WOW
AGAIN SORRY I WRITE SHORT CHAPTERS
I CANT WRITE INTERESTING LONG CHAPTERS
SORRY SORRY SORRY
to get more serious though, i just want to say that if you've related to any of this you're so fucking strong. stronger than a bodybuilder, and this sounds like pity but it's not. emotional strength is so much harder to have, and dealing with this shit sucks.
have a good day :)
YOU ARE READING
save my soul.
Fanfiction- bakugou angst, because why not - a story of love and loss. where words are more powerful then anything. - kiribaku - tw- (implied) depression and eating disorders. you have been warned. / i also want to mention that the cover art IS mine! /
