Its been about a week since Michael broke down in front of me. Im back at my moms place since she wouldve called the cops if i didnt come back. Michael has been avoiding me.... i think. he hasnt tried to talk to me at all.
walking out of history i bumped into someone, "watch where youre fucking---" my eyes widened, "michael" i whispered.
he didnt say anything he just turned around and walked out of the school. me being well me i followed him out. "Michael!" i yelled. i know he heard me but he kept walking. id had enough of his shit. "MICHAEL GORDON CLIFFORD!" this time he turned around and stared at me with a blank face. "why are you avoiding me? is it because of last week? we all have our problems but thats no reason to fucking ignore me!" at this point i was crying, "the least you could have done is call me."
"i cant be seen with you." after he said that i felt like my heart broke.
"is that all you care about? your reputation?"
i turned and started to walk away when i felt a hand pullme back. "no. i care about you."
i walked away half believeing him half not. im confused and sad and hes making it worse by feeding me bullshit. i didnt see him the rest of the day which was why i didnt expect him to show up outside my window that night.
"Hello there, the angel from my nightmare
The shadow in the background of the morgue
The unsuspecting victim of darkness in the valley
We can live like Jack and Sally if we want
Where you can always find me
We'll have Halloween on Christmas
And in the night we'll wish this never ends
We'll wish this never ends
(I miss you, I miss you)
(I miss you, I miss you)
Where are you and I'm so sorry
I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always
This sick strange darkness
Comes creeping on so haunting every time
And as I stared I counted
Webs from all the spiders
Catching things and eating their insides
Like indecision to call you
and hear your voice of treason
Will you come home and stop this pain tonight
Stop this pain tonight
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you, I miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you, I miss you)
I miss you, I miss you"
