Where We Land [feat. BiaDore]

Cold Coffee (Bianca's POV)

I am getting married soon. But not to the person I love most. Ugh~ the choices I've made!

I haven't really been with Alyssa a lot since what has happened to us since that night Danny broke up with me. But why does it seem that Alyssa had always been my rebound girl? 3 months had passed. And guess what? Alyssa's 3 months pregnant too. It's going to be my second child with Alyssa but this time I'm not getting off the hook. Alyssa's made it public that she is bearing but did not disclose who the father was. She told her parents about it though and that's the reason why we must get married. We visited them in Texas and her father insisted that I be responsible for their daughter's and my child's welfare. They've also met Antonina in the span of that three months and hated me for abandoning Alyssa and Antonina when it wasn't even my choice to begin with.

I went home to LA after my tour and promised Alyssa that I'd be going back to London soon as I have settled my part of the entourage. Only Ben, Shane, Ru, Michelle and Greg knew about the real situation. For heaven's sakes, I am RPDR Season 6's Drag Superstar, this thing couldn't blow up because it would tarnish my reputation as Bianca and would ruin everything that I've worked for.

I decided I want Danny to be one of my best men. Well, I do hope he'd agree. I phoned him and asked him to meet me at the Starbucks on the corner of my street at 3pm.

Well, these days to not be clocked so easily as Bianca I decided to go a bit more masculine than my usual get up. I don't really have to be Bianca for a while, so I grew my facial hairs a bit since I stopped touring a week ago. I wore my white polo and coat with some jeans and a pair of black suede shoes.

Danny arrived at exactly 3pm. He looked cute wearing a Bianca merch shirt.

"H-hey," he greeted me.

I immediately stood up and gave him a hug. I've been waiting for so long to be holding him in my arms again.

"Take a sit, Danny," I said as I pointed at the seat in front of me, "Nice shirt."

He just chuckled and half snorted. Oh Danny, how I badly missed you, my chola.

We both sat down, I already ordered us both a caramel frappe and I noticed Danny just staring at me.

"Danny, my eyes are up here," I said while snapping my fingers, "It's very rude to stare and not listen to someone, you know?"

"Oh, fuck off," he said then we both giggled.

"How have you been?" I asked on a more serious note.

"W-well, I terribly missed you, Roy," he told me which made my heart swell in joy but also pain.

"I missed you too, Dan," I told him before I slid a small envelope on his hand. It was the letter I made for him. If he'd shown up a bit later, I would've just asked the barista to hand him the letter.

After an emotional conversation at fucking Starbucks, I asked Danny to come over my apartment to talk things through but instead we've had made out and ended up being in bed after making love.

"R-Roy, now can we talk?" Danny asked quietly as his head rested on my chest.

I was gently combing through his hair, "Do you know of Alyssa Edwards?"

"Yuh, why is that?" Danny asked.

"She's Eva's mother," I said and continued when I felt Danny snuggle closer to me, "When you broke up with me, I got so pissed and ended up wounding at Alyssa's place. You see Danny, when Alyssa and I met again after she've had Eva, we remained friends and met every now and then especially when I have deep troubles. Nothing sexual of course. We were in a relationship by then and Alyssa was one of those friends that I could confide everything to. I've met Alyssa again just 2 years ago and have had custody of Eva just a year ago, if I may add."

"S-so, w-why are you marrying her?"

"Because... she's bearing our second child," I sighed, "She told her parents about it and I'm not getting off the hook this time. I've been beaten up for it, you know? That's how Ru and Michelle knew about it. They had to come to Texas to check if I was alright in the hospital and they had to press control it so nothing would spread across the news or the internet or whatever."

Danny caressed my cheek, "Thank you for telling me, willow. I love you. And I'm really really sorry for leaving you. Maybe if I didn't leave then we could've been happily married now."

"I love you, chola," I responded, "I still do. I love you, too."

We shared a quick but passionate kiss.

"B-but you're still getting married," Danny told me.

"M-maybe Alyssa would understand, Danny," I said as I kissed his forehead.

"I want you back, Roy," Danny told me before he snuggled closer and closed his eyes.

The realization of it got me like a bucket of cold ice. I still am getting married and being with my Danny could be very impossible.

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Yoooo!! Wazzup? 🥳 Here's Bianca's POV as promised. 😁 Hope you liked it. 👌🏻 Please leave some comments down. I'd highly appreciate it! 😋

If it's not too much to ask, re-reading the chapters whilst playing the songs
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TITUSGREY ❤️