Where We Land [feat. BiaDore]

Where We Land (Bianca's POV - Part 2)

"We're over," Danny told me as he cried then rushed away from me.

I sat there for a moment, stunned. I've expected for it to go sideways but not like this. I was just happy hours ago. But why is the world so cruel to me?

I tried following Danny into our bed room but he just slammed the door shut behind him and locked it. Fuck! THIS IS WHAT I WAS FEARING FOR. I'm scared to bits that he'd really leave me. He's the only reason that's keeping me sane.

This exact scenario was the reason why I couldn't really tell Danny anything about Eva. Danny is after all a Libra. And he hates confusion and chaos and that's what this brings to us as a couple. I couldn't really blame Danny for wanting out but maybe he should let me explain first.

"Danny, I'm really sorry. Fuck! I love you so much. Please, don't leave me. Please let me explain. I'm a fucking asshole for hurting you and not telling you anything about Eva and that's on me. I really am sorry. It's something I regret... Please... Please just let me explain," I cried as I pounded on the door.

When Danny came out the room, he just pushed past me. No words were uttered. Nothing at all. He has all his things with him and I could just feel my chest tighten. And it felt like my world's crumbling down on me.

-Fast Forward-

After emptying a bottle of whisky, I ended up finding myself in front of a hotel room door. Yes, I drove drunk. Who fucking cares anymore, anyway?

I knocked on the door loudly and someone immediately opened it.

"Shooot~ Roy!" the lady exclaimed as she opened the door and helped me regain my balance as I almost dived on the ground, face first.

I crashed my lips onto hers. She knows what I need. She knows what I want! She felt like home. And for some odd reason, she made me feel calm.

-Fast Forward-

The next morning, I woke up with a splitting headache that made me wince in pain and a woman with her arm around my waist.

Fuck! Seriously, Roy?! Danny broke up with you and you sleep on it with someone else. And how the heck did you even get here in the first place?

The woman beside me stirred. I might have woken her up.

"I know you're wondering what you're doing here, Roy," the lady said as if she read my mind, "now, tell me, what exactly happened for you to be banging at my door at around 2am?"

"I-I literally don't even know how I got here, Alyssa," I admitted.

"You were that drunk, huh?" she said as she reached for the side table and gave me pain killer and an unopened bottle of water, "I just got home when you rocked up. I had a few drinks in me too, so I-I really am sorry if whatever this is happened again."

I just stroked her cheek and gave a her a peck on the lips, "I'm sorry, Ally. For everything. How I got here I do not know. All I know is that I'm broken and my world is falling apart. Brock and Jose were here in London with Antonina. Next thing I know, I was at home trying to explain the whole situation to Danny but he broke up with me even before I could start explaining myself."

"Danny met Antonina? Is that it? Is that the reason why you guys have broken up? I could've kept her with me, Roy," Ally said sadly.

"Antonina's OUR child, Ally. I couldn't let you be the only one taking care of her. And I don't think I really am taking care of her either," I said as I closed my eyes.

"But you're way too busy, Roy. I do understand that. Antonina's with Brock and Jose, right? They're the ones you entrusted to look after our baby, right?" Ally asked me.

"Yes, and Brock's mom took Antonina to Toronto whilst Brock and Jose were on drag race," I responded.

Flashback

Alyssa Edwards is a faux queen from Texas. She performs with us drag people so we knew her well enough. During the time when Danny I had a rough patch way back 2016, it was Alyssa who comforted me.

Alyssa is a very dear friend of Brock and mine too. So, it wasn't really a bad idea at first that she was there trying to help me cope. She was with me most of the time making sure I was alright. When one drunken night, things happened between us. And it has never been the same since then.

Alyssa distanced herself from me and every one else that she knew would have something to do with me.

Until almost two years ago when Alyssa was performing in Sheffield and I was there for a show too,. I decided to see her to apologize and all that. We casually talked for hours before we came to the point when she had to tell me that she conceived after what had happened between us.

The next day, Alyssa allowed me to meet the beautiful Eva. She was a piece of heaven. Her hair - jet black and curly. Her cheeks - were round and red. Her eyes and lips - they looked exactly like mine. From that day, I have been a part of my daughter's life.

A year ago, Brock and Jose were able to finally meet Antonina. My heaven on Earth. My Antonina and little Eva are the same person.

Her name: Antonina Evanjielynn Haylock.

Brock, Jose and I gave her that name when they met her.

Last year, I had to take over the role of being Antonina's dad as Alyssa became really busy that she had to ask me to take care of our daughter. Brock and Jose knew about Antonina and volunteered to look after her as they knew that I was also busy.

Alyssa and I constantly saw each other since then. Especially when I am facing deep troubles. Because only she can clear my mind.

-End of Flashback-

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{Eva's original birth name from Alyssa:
Rhyver Antonina Edwards Haylock.}