Where We Land [feat. BiaDore]

Fire Alarms (Adore's POV)

It has literally been 4 years and 6 months since we've been in a relationship. The fans really loved our dynamics and chemistry that they've been supporting us ever since Bianca and I were officially together. It also has been a while since Bianca and I shared one stage and that was during one of the BOTS tour show that I've been in. So, I really am excited about this tour we have on. And guess what? I'm a very forgetful mermaid but I can vividly recall that unexpected guesting of my willow at the BOTS tour.

Flashback

Bianca and I have not seen each other since we had that holiday trip for two to Hawaii that she has won off of one of the challenges from drag race. She became busy with her career and I also have been busy with my own.

We did face time, but face time can only do so much. With this being said, our relationship went through some ups and downs.

"...but babe I didn't mean for it to come off that way. I'm sorry. That fan wanted a photo taken, I had two shots of vodka and was already feeling tired so I easily got tipsy," Roy explained as we face timed, "I wasn't really aware of how close we were."

"I'm sorry, willow. I really love you and I don't want to hate you or feel some kind of way about you. Maybe it's actually for the best if we'd take time off of each other. This is not doing us any good," I told Roy as tears run down my face.

Roy just bowed his head and as much as it hurts me to see him that way. I have to keep some distance between us.

"I love you, Danny. I really do and that would never ever change. I hope that things will get better between us sooner. I miss you badly and I terribly am sorry for what had happened," Roy said with a shaky voice. I couldn't really see his expression but I could only guess that he was crying too.

All this commotion caused by a fan who had a photo taken with MY Bianca on a couch in a bar while they cuddled. I've trusted Roy/Bianca so much that this was the least I've expected from him/her and I really felt hurt. He/she has been gone for too long and that on itself has already been too much for me to cope with.

Soon after what Roy's said, I disconnected our face time, I just felt so much pain and I've cried out so much tears. I didn't even realize that I fell asleep crying. The next day, I've unfollowed all Bianca's handles. I just couldn't deal with it at that moment as I was at the BOTS tour with some of our fellow drag queens.

On the bus that I was on lives myself, Alaska, Sharon, Trixie and Katya. They all knew about what had happened as they've seen me and quizzed me as to why I've unfollowed Bianca so I had to explain (like I had to with everyone else on social media, which by the way I've layed off to during this time). They were the best sisters though; they didn't judge but instead they have been my support group. I couldn't have handled myself properly if it wasn't for them. They've helped me not spiral down into depression. I can easily get depressed and every one of them knew that, so they tried their best to steer me away from thinking about Roy/Bianca and tried to make me happy to the best of their ability.

During one of our shows, instead of my usual DTF performance, I decided to let my emotions out by performing I Adore U. When suddenly another voice came on the speakers from a different microphone.

"I adore you too, so much you've got no clue. I wish and prayed everyday you've forgiven me for my shortcomings. And I hope that from here on, it's just going to get better for us. Happy 3rd anniversary, chola. I love you each and every single day."

Roy appears from backstage with a bouquet of flowers and sang to the next part of I Adore U. I didn't even realize that on that exact day was our anniversary.  I was surprised and I felt so much joy. I've terribly missed Bianca and so much more the person beneath Bianca, which happened to be this gorgeous man standing in front of me, Roy Haylock. It made me so happy that I cried and let Roy finish the damn song while he held my hand. Roy does not sing in front of other people but he did it for me. The crowd awwwed and cheered as Roy sang. It was all cheesy but it felt so good and it really made my heart smile. It wasn't even Bianca, it was Roy. It was Roy who did all these for me. It was all out of his comfort zone but he sang for me in front of all these people and he did it beautifully.

After the song, we kissed in front of the audience. A kiss full of longing. The crowd just cheered for us. They clapped and wolf whistled and just chanted; "BiaDore! BiaDore!" over and over.

"I love you, chola."

"I love you, too, Willow. Happy anniversary. I forgive you. And I missed you terribly," I cooed.

We then strolled down to the backstage where we talked about everything that has happened during the time gap we've gone through. I've also immediately followed back on all Bianca's handles. Cause you know, the bitch is MINE. Then of course, it ended up with us having the bus to ourselves and you know the rest.

End of flashback.

"...babe, we're up in 5 mins, you ready?"

"Yeah. Yeah, I am," I responded and gave Bianca a quick peck on the lips before we went on stage again.

We're at our ABCD Tour and we're with Dariene and Courtney as well as BenDela who came with us for support. It was time for us to perform Holy Trannity and we sure as hell are ready to turn the party.