The red glow of the digital clock, reading 5:12 pm.
The faint blue glow of my laptop.
The orange glow of the sunset outside the penthouse.
But all I see here in my world is black.
"Vanadis!"
Someone must have turned off all my colours when she disappeared.
Tap, tap, tap.
Click.
Beep.
The only sounds I must be focused on to distract myself from my screaming thoughts.
But this time, the report I was supposed to edit was about the rare creatures found in the ocean.
It didn't help that the first image I saw was her. Her lifeless body, sprawled on the ocean floor.
Why? Why can't I move on and forget about her? Why won't I just let her go? And why won't I just start my life over and over until I'm content..
..no.
No, no, no, this isn't what I'm supposed to be thinking.
I rubbed my sore eyes, put my tortoiseshell glasses back on and continued to type, but the small Arial font morphed into a mess of black dots and speckles, the Shutterstock images now a foggy blur.
The more I thought of my Vanadis, the more everything else in the surroundings plummeted into the ocean just like her.
The red glow of the digital clock, reading 7:43 pm.
The faint blue glow of my laptop.
The purple glow of the dark sky outside the penthouse.
But all I see here in my world, is still black.
"Vanadis!"
Someone must have turned off all my colours when she disappeared.
And I'm willing to turn them back on without her.
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RandomA collection of thoughts and feelings of different girls. All of the girls are my OC's, more description is provided if requested. さまざまな女の子の考えや感情の集まり。 女の子全員が私の人物です。要求があればもっと詳しい説明があります。
