An S.H.I.E.L.D Agent

004 | Relief

Third Person

Hours had gone past and Elizabeth had fallen asleep again holding Daisy's hand; Jemma has decreased the sedative and was slowly bringing Daisy round. Elizabeth didn't want to leave Daisy's side and wanted to be their when She woke up so she didn't leave even though she was tired. Meanwhile Jemma was set to work on the DNA test she was doing to confirm Elizabeth was in fact Coulsons daughter. Jemma worked on the DNA test and took several readings, she wanted it to be correct before she confronted Elizabeth and May, she wanted the facts too.

"Peachy?" Daisy soon woke up and saw her girlfriend asleep holding her hand, Elizabeth stirred unaware Daisy was awake.

"Peachy?" Daisy repeated a little louder which woke Elizabeth up.

"Daisy" Elizabeth practically jumped out of the chair and wrapped her arms around Daisy's neck hugging her and kissing her too.

"Peachy not to spoil the moment but do you mind loosening your hug, I still need to breath" daisy joked with Elizabeth, Elizabeth pulled away and smiled softly towards her girlfriend.

"Don't do that to me again Quakey" whispered Elizabeth, she was beyond happy her girlfriend was awake.

"I won't Peachy" Daisy kisses Elizabeth gently on the lips.

"I felt guilty, I left you fully aware we were surrounded; I went in to save the family and left you to get shot" Elizabeth told daisy the truth about how she felt, she hadn't let go of Daisy's hand feeling as if she did it would all be a dream and Daisy wouldn't be awake and talking to her; it would be the complete opposite.

"Don't be stupid Elsie' you did what we both thought was the right thing to do. If you stayed with me their would have been a chance that the family would be dead now." Daisy began, Elizabeth realises she hadn't even asked about the family; she had been too worried about Daisy she forgot to ask about the family.

"I never asked how they were, I was too worried about you" Elizabeth explained looking down, Daisy places her free hand on Elizabeth's chin and lifted her head to look her in the eye.

Elizabeth's POV

I couldn't believe my eyes; Daisy was finally awake; it may have only been a couple of hours but it felt a life time to me, the fear of loosing her.

"Maybe I shouldn't be an agent" I looked down admitting something I've been thinking for ages; I wasn't as good of a fighter as mum; as smart as Fitzsimmons; as strong as Mack. I wasn't as caring as Daisy; as independent and supportive as dad;!all I was, was a mess. I worried about the other more than anything. I put myself down all the time.

"Elizabeth Kathleen May, stop! Now! Your a bloody Great Agent" Daisy used my full name which doesn't happen often; it used to happen all the time when I was younger and I didn't do something mum wanted me to do; now it only happens often; mostly when I'm once again putting myself down or If I've not listened to mum: yeah she still tells me off at 20 years old but that's because I'll always be her little girl.

"But I'm not. I've put your life on the line; I've made mistakes so many times but each time I'm forgiven. That's not how it should work. If we didn't work for shield we probably wouldn't be together any more. You'd probably hate me after getting shot; you'd have blamed me. Each and every mistake I've made is still with me; the fights I've had with mum while out on missions; where I caused us to loose focus and our target got away; that teenage Inhuman who I shot accidently when I was aiming for the target. All of this haunts me day-in-day-out. I blame myself for everything and the thing is; it is my fault; if I wasn't a member of the team none of that would have happened; the team wouldn't have had me making all those mistakes" I threw my hands in the air in frustration.

"Why didn't you tell me; or anyone about this? None of it's your fault; they are all accidents; you didn't mean to shoot the teenager; you didn't mean for an arguement with May. These things happen" Daisy try's to reassure me but I wasn't having any of it, I loved everyone on the team but maybe I shouldn't be a Agent.

"I'm not as smart as Fitzsimmons, I'm not as good at fighting as mum, I'm not as strong as Mack and not as caring as you, I'm not as supportive as dad" I explained once again; I knew I shouldn't have told daisy this because she's just woke up from being shot.

"But Your you, you bring laughter and positivity to the team. When we are having a bad day or we've had a bad mission. Your the one who makes us smile" Daisy told me in a soft tone, I knew she was trying to make me feel better but I still wasn't convinced enough.

"But I make more mistakes than anyone else on the team" I groaned

"Elizabeth May everyone makes mistakes; you can't help mistakes. You amazing just the way you are. You are funny, talented and you care about everyone, you put everyone else's needs before yourself. You help everyone when they need it. Peachy you are so important and I love you more than words. You know that and I just need you to be happy. If you left shield then I would leave along side you" Daisy kisses me while holding my hands.

"I don't know how much longer I can stay at shield Daisy, I love it here but shield is all I've ever known; maybe I just need a break which probably won't happen any time soon. It's just all stressing me out" I admitted.

"You just need a break, that's all. Just take it a day at a time and then you'll be fine. Just promise me you will talk to me a lot more. Please Peachy" Daisy asked me, maybe she was right, if I talk to her more then I will be fine.

"I promise QuakeyBear" I whispered kissing Daisy before letting her rest. I went back to my room still wearing Daisy's hoodie and changed my clothes and climbed into bed, I hadn't slept without Daisy beside me in so long I knew I would miss her being beside me as I sleep but I had to push through while Daisy is recovering.