His Arms {Jeon Jungkook x Pregnant reader FF}

six

You finally went back to jungkooks house. You were currently in your room and jungkook was in his. It was quiet because he didn't have anyone over at the moment.

Times like these to you were very rare. You wanted to confront him. To tell him that this baby is yours. You wanted to know what happend that night and why he's accusing you.

You mustered up the courage and walked into this room but he wasnt in there. You called out his name a few times but there was no reply so you checked the bathroom.

You gasped at the sight in front of you. Still staring you slowly walked over to jungkook and sat next to the tub where is arm was hanging.

There was blood on the floor and on his arm. Your eyes watered at this sight. He was dick to you but you still loved him...like...a lot! His clothed body soaked in the water as he sat there so still.

He looked paler and less human. Dark circles were under his eyes and the beautiful brown orbs themselves looked duller. Tears were runnging down his cheeks. He finally looked over at you.

"Y/n..." He said, he sounded so hurt like something inside of him broke. "Why did she do this to me?" He asked and cried harder.

"Who did something to you?" You asked and he opened his mouth to speak but what came out wasn't very understandable. "Ha.....na.........i...........s......ch......che.........at....in...g" he said in between sobs.

It took you a moment but you realized he was trying to tell you that hana was cheating on him. You looked at the blood on his arm and sighed.

You now knew what broke him. Hana did. She broke his heart....you didn't want to except the fact that he didn't love you anymore but clearly he doesn't if he feels this deeply about Hana.

You got him out of the tub and into his room where you helped him dry off and put on dry clothes. You went into your room and began crying.

He doesn't love you. You tried to stop crying but at this point you couldn't so you just picked up your bandages and went into this room once more.

When you went in you saw him looking at one of your ultrasound pictures. "Where did you get that?" You asked and he looked at you. "You werent gonna let me see it were you?" He asked and you noded.

He looked down and cried even more "i loved you so much" he said. "I wanted to marry you" your eyes watered once more.

"But then it all went away after that party. You know i wasn't ready...so why did you?" You stayed quiet and wrapped his hand up. "Because someone told me to..." You said quietly after some time.

"Who told you?"

"I dont know"

"Why was i chained to my own bed?"

"I dont know..you were chained when i got to you"

"So why didn't you help me?"

"I dont know.."

"God fucking damnit y/n... You gotta know something!!"

"I was dizzy...it was hot...i had too many drinks...you ran off-"

"What do you mean i ran off you pulled me into my room and chained me up!"

"No i didn't..i was in the kitchen getting another drink when i heard you screaming"

"So...who cut all my clothes off?..."

You shrugged "i don't know jungkook...i was practically in the same state you were at the time.."

He sighed and something popped into your head.

"You met Hana at the party before she even went to our school..what if she had something to do with this?" You asked

"Bullshit y/n she didn't even know you were my girlfriend then.."

He had a point.. You sighed and thought about him taking your baby away. You started to cry right there on the floor in front of him.

"What's wrong with you?" He asked going back into his annoyed tone. "Please....dont take this baby...its all i have left of you.."

"What?" He asked confused "i still love you..jungkook i always have but- you fell in love with Hana...and left me in this alone" you started.

"You act like you dont care about me and accuse me of raping you when i didnt and i dont even remember half of that night and i know i need to let you go but... You still make me smile...even though you're the reason i'm sad.." You continue

"Please tell me....what can you do when the person that can make you stop crying...is beginning to be the reason you are crying?...."
You said and looked at him.

He had an expression on his face that you haven't seen before....guilt......he stayed silent...you hoped that he would speak..that he would tell you he was gonna be better. But he said nothing. Just complete silence..

You silently got up and went to your room. You layed on your bed and cried..you cried yourself to sleep. You cried for your baby..for jungkook...and for yourself.

For the fact that you weren't strong enough to let him go..you cried at how weak you were when it came to him...and you cried lastly because of how one sided this love story that you have with him is...

\\Jungkook POV//

It was about 10 at night when i realized that i still loved y/n...but for some reason i can't seem to tell her that...every time i see her i turn into a different person.

I get mad...annoyed...tired...but.....why? What has she done to me? I know she didn't rape me..i can feel that she didn't. So why do i blame her?

What's gotten into me? Im turning into my father...hitting y/n...threating to take her baby away..forcing her to cook and clean...turning all of our friends against her...making ber go through this alone....

Im not gonna sit here and turn into my dad...i just can't...i love y/n and im gonna show her i do....but i need to take it slow. I need to ease into this....i need the love of my life back...and i need her now.

I realized how big my bed was when she wasn't in it..even with Hana it still felt empty. I got up and went to her room to see her sleeping.

A small smile made its way to my lips and I got into bed with her. She hated the spoon position but i loved it..i put my arm around her and felt something that i never felt before.

Her belly...the baby...was moving..maybe she felt it too but i know i did...for the first time...i felt like a parent...that kind of happieness is one you can't find anywhere else but with someone you love...

Awwwwwwwww cuteeeeee jungkook loves youuuuuuu!!!! For now at least..will he actually change or is it the breakup with Hana speaking??