The Confession of The Year || OH. Sehun × IM. JB ×Reader

Damage

: CHAPTER 18 :

He wasn't being himself...

Believe me I know how stupid I sound but Sehun wasn't being his normal creepy cute self! He was being cold and mean, every little thing I did was just another fight or insult added to the many we've hand in two days.

I can't believe im saying this but I would rather have the creepy obsessive Sehun back at least he knew how to show affection.

"Y/N," He called out I got off of the couch and made my way towards the Hallway. Almost bumping into him as we met half way. I glanced down a frown already placed on my face as I saw the one on his.

"Baby, whats wrong?" He asked I shook my head, trying to hold off any more fights so can relax when I meet up with JB tomorrow.

"Nothing." I said looking at him. Now he was the one with a pout on his face.

"Y/N I'm sorry for being a jerk these days... I just miss you." He said and my brows furrowed.

Nothing is ever good when he apologises. I nodded searching his face for any sense of Abuse heading my way. He sighed and pulled me into a hug.

"No more classes for my baby." He said and I lightly pushed him away.

"What do you mean by that?" I asked looking at him with a frown.

"They take you away from me, I can't have anything taking you away from me." He said and I shook my head.

"At least let me go tomorrow and explain to my teacher that I wont be coming anymore." I said and he shook his head walking into the kitchen.

"Sehun please!" I begged and watched as he drank water, the cup downed in only a couple of seconds.

"I said no Y/N." He said putting down the cup down on the table a little harshly. Flinching at the force he put on the poor glace. He moved over to the fridge.

"Sehun at least to-"

"god damn it Y/N!" He shouted slamming the fridge shut moving over to me before slapping me.

"I said No and that is final." He growled moving to the living room.

with a saddened mood I picked myself off of the floor and going to the visitor bathroom.

 I sighed as I remembered he locked it. My best bet was his bathroom moving over there holding my tears as best as I could.

 I locked the door and looked at the mirror I touched my cheek and winced at the pain. I sighed and sat on the floor thoughts flooding my brain.

I wont be able to leave this place

I wont be able to get this Psycho in jail

JB will be mad at me...

What if he thinks I actually fell in love with him?

What if he thinks I Ditched him.

Every second new thoughts about JB being angry with me or leaving me to die by the hands of this psycho, passed and I pouted.

I took a deep breath realising how shakey it was. I frowned and felt my cheek, it began stinging from the slight  pressure I put on it and the tears that were still free falling from my eyes. Wiping them away, sniffing the snot back in as I straightened up.

It shocked me that I was shedding this many tears just because I wouldn't be able to see JB- To leave Sehun.

Who am I kidding?

I didn't mind staying with Sehun as long as I knew Jaebeum was going to be by my side. I don't think he really cares about me like that though, Im probably just another case to him...

"Baby... Are you okay?" His voice was soft and full of worry

I rolled my eyes knowing this was fake concern to get me to come out of the bathroom so he could beat me again.

"Sehun, Why don't you just kill me?"

 I decided to ask, I was fed up and if I wasn't able to see Jaebeum than I don't think I want to live.

"W-Why would you say that!" He said his voice going up another pitch as he sound worried.

"Because I'm Not sure you love me." I said.

"Of course I Love You Y/N!" He said  banging on the door.

"I'm sorry, I don't mean to hurt you like I do... I just couldn't keep in my rage-- That's no excuse, I am sorry baby please don't-- come out here."

"I don't believe you." I said then an idea popped into my head.

"I don't want to be afraid of the man I love." I said obviousky lying through my teeth.

There was pure silence.

"You L-Love Me?" He asked

"I- Don't Kn-"

"NO! Don't say that! Baby please come out!" He yelled softly banging on the door just a little.

"I Promise I wont beat you, I promise to let you continue School, I promise anything and Everything- Just-Just don't say you don't Love me!" He said the banging stopping.

BINGO

"A-Are you sure you wont beat me?" I said obviously missing what i really I want so he wont think I am manipulating him.

"I Promise Y/N!" He said.

I stood and unlocked the bathroom pretending as if I had been crying for years as my glossy eyes meet his.

"Baby~" He cooed bringing me into a bear hug. I wrapped my arms around him too faking sniffles as I dug my face in his torso.

"I love you." He said

"I love you too." I said 

 He pulled away his smile not settling well with me.

"Good than I think we should move to the next level"