The Confession of The Year || OH. Sehun × IM. JB ×Reader

Intoxicated

: Chapter 12 :

Your POV

I am Fucked.

I thought as the noise in the elevator increased.

I felt Sehun's grip around me tighten and his head was placed in the crook of my neck.

I froze thinking he was going to whisper threats that I had no doubt will come true but all he did was whine.

It was soft and cute like a childs, but that didn't make me less afraid.

"So who's place?" The lean gray head known as Bam Bam asked his eyes still possesing brightness.

"Why Not mine? I have more controllers." He said and the other two girls rolled their eyes and groaned at the mention of that word.

"No one want's to play on Xbox Hyung." Yugyeom teased. They started yet another round of making fun of each other and laughing.

"Hunnie you are our Tie breaker." BamBam spoke. Sehun looked up and smiled his eyes closed.

"I think Y/N and I are going to sleep." he said and they groaned.

"Don't drag her away from the fun just because you want a nap." Yugyeom said in a sassy tone. Sehun giggled and returned to his current position.

"Look I can take care of her for ya." He said a smirk on his lips.

Sehun quickly looked at him and glared.

"Don't listen to him, We are going to Kai's." Jackson said as the elevator stopped.

They filed out the elevator saying goodbye and how nice it was to meet me.

I nodded and waved goodbye the best I could.

As soon as the doors closed and I was finished pressing his floor button he pulled me back into his arms.

His head finding its way to the crook of my neck.

It was silent for a while but he started groaning. Instead of ignoring him, I asked him what was wrong.

"I don't like how my friends are hitting on you." he spoke his voice muffled, I chuckled at his childish manner but said nothing.

"You're mine." He whispered in my ear making me not so comfortable in his grasp anymore.

He placed a soft kiss on my neck and went back to his childish whining holding on to me tighter.

Why didn't I hate that?!!

I now felt shy about him holding me the way he was, and blushed madly as he peppered my neck with small kisses.
Shiveres went all over my body as his little pecks turned into kisses. suddenly I couldn't even move.

'DING!' I was saved by the bell! I dashed out of the elevator and sped walked to his door. making sure we didn't make any eye contact as he unlocked his door.

He stepped in first holding the door for me and closing it as soon as I came in. I took off my shoes and socks placing them in the corner.

All I wanted to do was scrub myself clean and probably scold at my self for fangirling so hard over the Sexual Harrasment.

"Y/N." He spoke making me glance at him.

He stood in the way of my home slippers and I sighed. I tried to go around him, but I was gently slammed into the door.

His figure towering over me as I was trapped in his arms.

He made me look at him, noticing how there was only a small space between us and it was getting smaller as he came closer.

There were no words shared just a long nerve wracking stare that had my knees weak.

He closed his eyes finally letting me breathe for a bit and have my body actually function. I put my hand on his chest trying to push him away but it only made him come closer.

An arm secured around my waist and his hand caressing my face as he quickly closed the gap between us. 

I was a blank sheet, i couldn't think nor move, My wide eyes looking at his closed one.

He kissed me with such passion his hand moving to the back of my neck aiding me in craning it a bit. His lips moving  softly across my stiff lips.

I tried my best to break free not feeling anything good come out from this but also wanting to kiss back.

He broke the kiss looking at me with tears in his eyes and his cheeks and ears turning more pink/red.

He began to cry as he looked down a bit his breaths becoming shakey and both of his hands cupping my face.

I looked at Him confused and worried. Was he about to snap?

"Please," he croaked out his forehead on mine.

Why was he pleading with me?

His tears mutliplying and his breathing resemble one who was having a break down.

His lips found their way to mine once more and was with twice the passion than the one before. 

 his sweet lips... 

My eyes fluttering as I finally gave in and melt into his touch his kisses intoxicating me as I wanted more.

It felt so right but I know it's wrong.

My hands cupping his face as his slowly dragged down to my waist.

I felt the door being pressed behind me and a moan slipped out. He followed suit making shivers spread through my body.

He broke the kiss telling me to jump and I did only focused on him kissing me again wanting it more than anything.

He grinned a little his eyes focused on me as his hands Were firmly on my ass.

I leaned in kissing him once more, feeling happy as he kissed back.

My back going through constant phases of hitting the wall and nothingness meaning he was making his way to the bedroom.

I didn't feel disgusted by any of this and that was wrong!

I Hate him he Kidnapped me, Took away my life and made me his little doll?

Not to mention the days of torture I received just because I begged him to let me go and repeatedly told him I didn't love him.

But this kiss felt so...

Intoxicating