His smile = My comfort (TAEKOOK)

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Taehyung's POV

Today will be the last day of school for this week, it's been exhausting but worth it. The boys have planned a hangout at the beach today, just the cherry on top for the weekend. I walked up to Jungkook after i came back from recess. "Hey kook" he looked up at me and smiled "Hey" he watched me as i sat on my seat beside him. "We're going to the beach after school me and the guys, would you like to come?". I invited him, hoping he'd come i wanna see how he acts. "Oh, sure!". he said and i was relieved "Awesome, we'll pick you up at around 4 just text me your address" I said and he nodded.

Jungkook's POV

I couldn't wait to go back home and get ready, It's my first hangout with my new friends and i'm willing to have fun today, alot of it. I passed by the store room, eating my lunch and i remembered that i had a surf board, when i was a kid around 11 years or so, i always enjoyed surfing with my dad and cousins, until they stopped doing that so i continued alone until it was no fun at all and since then, i always kept my surf board.

I opened the store room door and grabbed it, i admired the colors it has, it brought back many good memories, i wonder how Yugyeom is doing i've never seen him since my father's funeral. I heard a loud horn outside and i ran downstairs, throwing my phone on the couch because who needs their phone in the beach?. I walked out to see a fancy car, that kinda car that has no roof and i case you want a roof it rolls up from the back, yea. Jin was driving, Jimin in the passenger's seat and Taehyung was in the back, behind him was Hoseok sitting on top of the seat which made him really visible to the public. "Hey" I smiled at them "Hey Jungkook, I see you have your surfing board, that's great put it in the trunk with the rest" Jin told me as he opened the trunk. I then hopped in the backseat beside Taehyung "Do you guys surf?" I asked "Yeah me, Jin, Namjoon and Hoseok" Jimin said as he slid his sunglasses from his head to his eyes. "cool! but i haven't been surfing for almost two or three years so it'll take me a while to get used to it again" I chuckled. "Don't worry you will get used to it pretty fast because you did it before so your body will react automatically for it" Hoseok said. "Oh you're a teacher now?" Jimin said as everyone laughed. "By the way where's Namjoon and Yoongi?" Jin asked as he parked the car in a special spot "They decided to go get some snacks and drinks before coming here" Jimin said as he got out the car Hoseok jumping off and his foot lightly bumped the car "oops" he mouthed "HEY! don't you DARE treat my precious car like this again" Jin snapped as he caressed his car "Okay damn i'm sorry..." Hoeseok said inaudibly.

Taehyung's POV

Jungkook haven't been giving me attention for the whole ride, let alone at school he didn't hang out with us on recess, there's definitely something wrong....and i thought he trusted me to tell me anything, what about that night i brought him to the beach? did he forget? I's tired of just wondering and pondering and assuming things, I need to confirm his feelings and it's gonna happen today.

I watched him as he went off towards the water to surf with Jimin and Hoseok, as he ran and put the board under him and then he stands on his feet and catches his balance, but soon he loses it and falls into the water, my eyes went wide and my heart picked it's pace, is he okay? is that a part of surfing? he soon comes out the water laughing at himself with Hoseok and Jimin just watching him, what are they doing aren't they gonna help him get out the water? he lifts himself up from the water and laid on his back on the board. "What are you looking at?" I was cut off my thoughts by Jin's voice and that's when i realized that i was sitting in a panicked position, like i'm about to stand up, i relaxed my muscles and leaned my back against the chair. "n-nothing, i was just- i thought that Jungkook had an accident" I replied, not daring to lie to Jin, because i respect him, he was the one everybody looked up at and i count his as an older brother to me. "You seem so worried, why?"Jin said again."I....I don't really know" I looked down at my hands.

Jin chuckled and said "are you guys good friends now or what". "Yeah!....well...i'm not sure what he thinks" I replied "did anything happen between the two of you?" i'm not sure if i should tell him...but he's Jin he'll understand. "we...kissed once, but i'm not sure of his feelings, i feel like he's not talking to me as much as before" i said, feeling relieved to get it off my shoulders. I watched Jin's reaction as i talked but he had none, he just nodded. "You guys should talk, i'm sure he has a lot to say, same goes for you" Jin said and he was right, we should talk it out.

Namjoon and Yoongi came "hey" they set the food on one side before putting down the mat they brought and sit on it. "where's Jimin?" Yoongi asked "surfing with Jungkook and Hoseok" I said and took a soda can from the shopping bags. After a while of talking and eating Jimin, Hoseok and Jungkook came back and sat with us. "Okay so Yoongi and I prepared a surprise for you guys" Namjoon said as he got up and walked to his car, then came back with a grill and some coal and freezed food "A BARBEQUE PARTYYYY" Jimin shouted "Is that why you refused to come with us? you're clever Kim Namjoon" Jin said as he chuckled. "Yeah but we're keeping this for dinner, y'all just had lunch"Namjoon said "Then why did you spoil the surprise now?" I said as i chuckled "Just to get you guys excited and some people i know might leave early" Namjoon said as he eyed Yoongi and Jimin

Jungkook's POV

The sun started going down, and i decided to go for a walk, i was alone watching some kids cleaning the sand off of their clothes. I felt a figure approaching me and walking by my side and putting their hand on my shoulder, i turned my head and it was who i hoped it would be, Taehyung. "Can i walk with you?" he asked, and i got so nervous, i don't think how much effect he has on me, his deep, stern voice give me goosebumps, and when he looks at me with his perfect eyes i just melt. I said i would avoid him, maybe my feelings for him would disappear but i don't think i can handle not talking to him every chance i get. "y-yeah" we walked for a bit then he asked "Hey let's sit, my feet kinda hurt" we sat on the sand, our hands back on the sand for support as we admired the beautiful sunset, it reminded me of Taehyung, calm and beautiful. My hand started hurting because of the sand so i moved it to a better position, i didn't know Taehyung's hand was there so my hand landed on his. I freaked out and quickly moved it to the front "sorry" I said quietly, blushing and mentally slapping myself for doing something so gay, I'm not a fag, right dad?.

He brought his hand to the front as well and held mine, he was staring at our hands as he slowly intertwined our fingers. What in hell is he doing? I shouldn't let him do this, my heart is flattering but i don't wanna fall deeper for him, i should get out of the hole before it's too late. Before i know it he started leaning in close to my face, i know what he wants but i'm not gay, i'm not gonna do it, people are gonna hate me if i become a fag. I backed off my face and pulled my hand away from his, he saw what i was doing and he quickly backed away. My heart hurts, i want him so bad but i can't do it. Like my father said, fags don't deserve to live. "Jungkook, what happened?" I felt a heavy weight in my chest and i couldn't fight back my tears anymore, i looked the other way as i let my tears flow out. "Jungkook please talk to me, are you mad at me?" He caressed my back, he knew i was crying. I don't want him to think that he did something wrong, all he did was handle my bullshit and he deserves only the best from me, and yet here i am again crying while he comforts me. I'm sorry Taehyung, I'm truly sorry. "I-I'm sorry,I just....can we please go back to the guys, i'll tell you some other time, they're probably waiting for us" I feel bad for leaving him to wonder, but he doesn't have to know, just not yet, maybe when i lose my feelings for him. It started lightly raining on our way back to the guys and they were packing the stuff "Hey we're going to make the barbeque party at my house because the rain is gonna get heavy, get in the car before you get wet idiots!" Hoseok shouted at us before getting in the car as well.
We arrived at Hoseok's house and i was in shock, it was big and fancy. We were led to the backyard which had big umbrellas, there was a huge pool with dim lights inside the water. "Oh look what we have here" Namjoon said as he carried two new stocks of beer cans and a big bottle of wine. "Well, dive in i guess" Hoseok said and chuckled.
We finished eating a whole lot of food then decided to rest a little after about an hour of resting Yoongi played his "LIT" playlist and everybody started to get hyped up, we partied and danced, i don't think i ever had this much fun in my life before, i was so thankful that i got to know these guys, they make me happy.

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