His smile = My comfort (TAEKOOK)

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Taehyung's POV

I had so much fun with the guys, Jungkook doesn't seem to act weird with me like i expected him to do after what happened. After about two or three hours of partying and swimming in the pool i was exhausted, i didn't drink as much as the guys and some of them are blacked out, including Jungkook. Jin informed us that it's time to leave, the others can go back to their homes tomorrow. I refused to leave without Jungkook, i shook him to wake him up but he's completely unconscious so i carried him bridal style to the car, i told Jin to take us to Jungkook's house. "Do you want me wait for you?" Jin asked me as i got out the car carrying jungkook, struggling to get his tall ass out the car. "No i'll walk back home, it's only eight blocks away, but thanks" I said and pushed the front door open. I gently placed him on the couch, there was no way i could carry him up the stair. I threw myself on the other couch, breathing heavely because i was tired in all ways, i don't even know if i can make it back home. I decided to get a blanket from Jungkook's room and so i went, i opened the door and it was really tidy, he had all kinds of mangas and anime posters, i'm jealous to be honest. I walked to his bed and took the blanket, i looked at his nightstand and something caught my eye, a little black device, i took it and pressed the button on it, a green light flashed but nothing happened. I took a deep thought and it hit me, i wasn't sure but i put it in between my lips and inhaled, it is what i thought it is. I felt my blood boiling, how could he do this, it is so unhealthy for him. I put it in my pocket and went downstairs, i covered him with the blanket and laid on the other couch.

Jungkook's POV

I opened my eyes and i recognized the place right away, i rubbed my eyes and suddenly felt my head ache, i groaned and sat up. Taehyung was laying on the couch and i noticed that i was covered with a blanket, did he do this? I got up and covered him with the blanket and headed to the bathroom to take a shower. When i got out the bathroom i decided to make some ramen and get pain killers, because my hangover is bad and i need something warm. I went to the kitchen and turned on the kettle and put out 2 cup ramen out the cupboard, i heard Taehyung shifting in his place so i peaked and he was close to falling off the couch, i rushed and put alot of effort to push him back on it. I heard the kettle ping signing that the water is ready so i rushed back to the kitchen. I came back holding the two cups and Tehyung was already up, rubbing his face and running his fingers through his hair. "Morning!" I said putting one cup to his side on the table. "Morning" he said as he took the cup and started eating.

"What happened last night?" I asked breaking the silence. "You got blacked out so i brought you back" Taehyung said. "Aw, you didn't have to. But really thank you" I said. "of course i had to, i told you i'll protect you right?" he said and i felt my face going red when i remembered that night "Yeah..." I looked down, avoiding eye contact. "Jungkook i wanna talk with you....please listen to me and don't leave this time" he said and my guts tied "o-okay" i placed my cup ramen on the table and leaned back on the couch. "Why are you avoiding me?" he placed his hand on my knee, and looked me in the eyes. "I....don't know, i guess i don't wanna get too attached" I answered, afraid to lie to him. "Why not?" "I'm not a faggot, it's a bad thing, that's what my dad said, everyone is gonna hate me if i liked a boy" i answered truthfully, i feel so good telling him exactly what's on my mind. "Jungkook, there's nothing wrong with liking the same gender. If you're gay you're gay, no one can change that about you, and don't let anyone tell you otherwise" he said, coming closer but i just looked down. "Do you like me Jungkook?" My mind went crazy, i don't know if i should believe him and confess or keep avoiding my feelings towards him. "n-no....i'm not sure, maybe" i said. "then why did you kiss me that night? i liked it so much, i wanna do it again, i wanna have you" his words were driving me crazy, i thought he only did it because i went for it first, i was speechless i didn't know what so say or do. "please Jungkook, stop avoiding me i can't see you like this. You're making me feel like i hurt you and i never wanna do that" i can hear the hurt in his voice, i didn't know that it would make him this sad. "I'm sorry Tae, i'm so selfish for doing this, please forgive me, i never wanted things to go this way....I really like you Tae but, i can't help but feel like a disappointment to my father if i liked you" my tears started falling down my face. "But it's fine if you liked me, i like you so much....hell i even love you, but i can't stand not talking to you" Tae said as he got up and sat beside me, i didn't hesitate to grab him and hug him as tight as i can "I-I love you too".

He pulled away from the hug and kissed me, i felt happy to be able to taste him again, i guess i can't hide away my feelings, i'm gay and i can live with that, my dad is not here to stop me anyways. Tae licked my bottom lip and i slightly opened my mouth to let him in, his tongue explored every corner of my mouth, i put my fingers through his hair, feeling him, enjoying his closeness, i never wanna be far from him again. He pushed me lightly back on the couch and continued kissing me until we were out of breath. We pulled away and he looked me straight in the eyes, making me feel the adrenaline rush in my body. "Do you promise you won't avoid me again?" I smiled and replied with "yeah, i promise". He got off me and helped me get up "one more thing" he said and i smiled, thinking its a lil' surprise or smth "what" he put his hand in his pocket bringing out something i immediately recognised....MY VAPE!!!! "Why do you have this?" he asked with a stern voice, i was terrified how did he see that. "i-i, it's not mine! it's for one of my friends!" I tried taking it from his hand but he keeps putting it as far away from me, i tried reaching out for it but Taehyung put his arm in front of my chest so i won't get to it, until he suddenly removed his arm and i fell on him, making our faces two inches away. "If you wanna do this i won't stop you, just know that you're slowly harming your body" He said coldly which sent shivers down my spine "s-sorry, i just liked doing that" i looked down and finally reached for it, slowly taking it from his hand. "whatever makes you happy baby boy, just try ot doing these kind of things" and he took me into a passionate kiss that made me melt into his arms.

We cuddled and watched a movie until Taehyng's phone rang, he picked up and said "Hey mom...Yeah i'm fine....I just spent the night at a friend's house....okay.....i'll be there" He declined and got up "I have to go back home, my mom needs me, plus i need a shower i feel disgusting" He said as he grabbed his stuff "Okay" i replied, feeling sad that he has to leave. He kissed me and my heart flattered "I'll visit when i'm free okay? and if not i'll see you at school" he said as he walked out the door "Call me when you get home so i know you're okay" i told him as i closed the door, then ran to the window and watched him walk until he was out of sight. I took a deep breath and smiled, i'm so happy that i can be myself, love whoever i want, without receiving hate for it.

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~ aye two updates in a day i'm proud of myself

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