His smile = My comfort (TAEKOOK)

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Jungkook's POV

I stole one of my mom's hard liquor bottles and kept on drinking until i couldn't control myself anymore. I had pointless thoughts and i couldn't take it anymore, so i had to stop myself in some way.

My phone rang, i read the contact and it reads 'Jin Hyung' i picked up "Heyyy Jin, what's up" "Oh you dropped the honorifics all of a sudden i see?" he sassed "Oh sorry, Jin Hyung" (i'll just make jk drop honorifics cuz i ain't boutta write 'hyung' after everyone he calls aight) "*sigh* anyways Jungkook.." what if i make myself a party right now? it would be fun, i don't need people to make it fun for me right? where did i leave my speaker? loud music  is necessary for a party right? "Jungkook....Jungkook! are you listening?" Jin yelled at me through the phone, cutting my thoughts 'Yeah! sure okay" i said just so he would stop yelling "Okay, good, see ya!" he said before hanging up.

NEXT DAY

I was chilling, scrolling through my phone when i get a call from Jin. I picked up "Hey"

"Hey Kook, are you ready? do you want me to pick you up?" Jin said, and i was confused "what? why?" i asked "Don't tell me you forgot about it, you had one job! the club Jungkook, the club. you said you're coming" He practically yelled "i did?" i questioned "yes, you did, now get ready, be there at 9 i gave the security guard your names, do u want me to pick you up?" Jin said "No, i'll take a taxi, what club again?" i said "The Octagon Club, i gave the security guard your names so you can get in" "wow, okay then" i said as i hung up. The only reason i'll go is that Taehyung owes me some explanations, like he said it's not what i think, so i wanna know what it is.

I opened my closet, took out some leather black pants and a swaggy sweatshirt i bought from the airport on our way to here. I did my makeup and hair and went out, stopping a taxi and informing him where my destination is, tho i still have an hour and a half till' 9, but i'll wait for them. I paid the driver when i got there and then walked directly to the door, the line was short because it's pretty early. "30,000 won" the guard told me as soon as it was my turn "oh, my name is on the list, my friend told me he gave you a list" i said politely "oh yeah, what's your name?" he asked "Jeon Jungkook" i replied, he looked at the list in his hand and then back at me and said "Okay, you're in" before i could get in i asked "did anyone else from the list come?" "no, you're early" then i bowed and entered.

I had the sudden urge to drink water so i made my way to the bar and ordered a glass of iced water, i paid and went off. "Hey Jungkook!" I heard my name being called and i looked to where the sound was coming from, then i saw the very exact person that i have been avoiding since i last saw him, my ex boyfriend Mingyu....and his friends Minghao, Dokyeom, BamBam and my cousin Yugyeom. I hate all of them except for yugyeom, who was my childhood best friend. Mingyu waved his hand at me, signing me to go over to him. I slowly walked there, shocked and hesitating to walk there or not, but i ended up near their table.

"Jungkook, long time no see baby" my body tensed up. "w-what are you doing here" i managed to speak out. "We came to Seoul for a weekend and i happen to be lucky, i finally saw you again" Mingyu said, with his dirty smirk that i hate so much. "Hey cousin" Yugyeom said and i gave him a smile "hey". "So....what makes you come here all alone?" Mingyu asked, i honestly wanted to ignore him but i know what will happen if i did, so i didn't have the balls to do that. "I'm not alone, i'm just waiting for my friends to arrive" i said "psh 'friends'" he chuckled "why don't you come sit and tell me about yourself now" he said again and i felt my legs shaking, i never wanna go close to him. "I-I think my friends are here, i n-need to go" as i was about to turn around his raspy voice stopped me right in my spot "I said come sit here" I obeyed and sat beside him, i saw how Yugyeom looked at him when he said that, he doesn't look too happy with it. "So...are you here to study?" Mingyu said as he came closer to me, nibbling on my ear, sending shivers down my spine "y-yes" i replied "you look so sexy right now, baby" he placed his hand on my thigh, i tried moving away but he tightened his grip.

I hate this, i couldn't believe that i finally got away from him and now i see him in a club and i'm stuck beside him? He's the last one i wanna see right now. He is the guy who pretended to love me, when he talked shit about me. He's the guy who only wanted me for my body, he always treated me like a toy of his. He would hit me with a whip whenever i don't listen or when i don't obey him. He touched me every single day and i let him....because i loved him. Then i realized that i'm being used, he refused to break up when i asked but instead he tied me to the bed and tortured me. He used to hook up with other guys when we were together and i don't dare to speak about it. He made me hate myself for a year straight.

I felt a tear escape my eye as i remembered what he did to me. "Why are you crying, baby boy?" He said as he sneaked his hand under my sweatshirt. I had enough, i won't let him do that to me again. I got up but he had a tight grip on my wrist, i looked back at him and lightly pulled my hand "You're hurting me" i said, but he pulled me by my thigh making me sit on his lap facing him. He forced me into a kiss but i quickly pushed him away and got up, he was still holding my wrist tightly and smirking at how weak i am compared to him, he always did that. "Let him go , Mingyu" Yugyeom said sharply, then Mingyu let go of my wrist. "what is it to you, yugyeom? do you like him or what?" "He's my cousin, i can't just sit and watch you do that to him, you've done enough" I heard them argue as i was running away. I'm so thankful for Yugyeom, he always defended me since we were kids. I saw Taehyung and the guys watching the situation unfold, but i ignored everyone and ran to the bathroom. I finally let out all the tears i didn't know i was holding.

*knock knock* "Jungkook, are you okay?! please open the door" I heard Taehyung say, I melted in his voice, i miss him, i need him. He took me into a tight hug as soon as i unlocked the door and i just melted in his embrace, that i missed so much. He rubbed my back "It's okay, please calm down" he held me carefully as he walked with me to the sink and pulled me up for me to sit on the empty space of the table. I soon calmed down but ever stopped hugging him "Jungkook, who's that?" he said with a soft voice "m-my ex, i don't like him" I said as i pulled away from the hug "Why?" he asked "He didn't treat me well before....i don't really wanna talk about it right now, can i tell you some other time?" i said while looking at him "Of course baby, as you like" i smiled and placed my face in his shoulder, which was stained with my tears.

"I think i need to explain myself too, right?" he said as he kissed the top of my head "Mhm" i nodded. "Well, first of all, i don't like Irene, i never liked her. But she wanted me to act like i was her boyfriend so her ex will be jealous and get back with her" he spoke "what a bitch..." I said "But why did you do it?" i asked "She threatened me that she would start a rumor about me touching her and yelling at her, which i didn't do, so i had no choice" he tightened the hug on me "I-I can't breathe, Tae" i said with a muffled voice, and he let go and chuckled "I'm sorry you're just so cute and adorable and i love you so much" he booped my nose and i giggled. Then we decided to go out and have fun with the others, being so happy that we made up.

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~ I love how close Jungkook is with Seventeen's and Got7's 1997 line uwu.

~aaaaand ignore the fact that Jungkook said that he's not gay when it comes to Taehyung bcuz now he has an ex lmao