The True Me (on hold)

Chapter four

Sorry for not updating I have a lot going on. And yeah here is another chapter for y'all so hope u enjoy 😉noo I broke my lollipop. >v<
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~narutos pov~

'I new it every one hates me' I thought to myself as I walked out of the alley. I past the orphanage and headed to the gates of the hidden leaf village or should I say this hellhole. Flashbacks of what the village did to me flooded my mind.

   'Hey kuruma?' I called. 'Yeah kit.' He answered. 'What would happen if I leave the village?' I asked. 'Well for starters you would be a missing nin,  next a bunch of AMBU are gonna come looking for you, then once they can't find you all the villages wil-' I cut him off 'yeah yeah shut up.' I told him ' wow you don't need to be so rude.' kuruma whined jokingly. 'Say, when we leave could you train me?' I asked. 'Ok fine but you can't run away forever so when do you want to come back?' He told/asked me. I sighed knowing I would go back to the hellhole of a village. 'Eh, the sound of that makes me sick. But I'll probably come back till, the genin exams?' I answered. 'Ok that's fine, go to the orphanage and we leave at midnight.' 'Fine.'

~time skip till at orphanage~

I made my way to the front of the orphanage and walked up the stairs. There was three steps so my foot didn't hurt. Once I was at the front door. I was reaching for the door knob till it was opened by the orphanage owner. "YOU BETTER GET INSIDE IN THE COUNT OF THREE OR NO DINNER FOR YOU!" She commanded. I scurried inside. "ONE TWO THREE!" She yelled in my ear making it bleed. I was already inside when she slapped me across the face making my cheek red. "YOU MADE THE FLOOR ALL DIRTY! NO DINNER FOR YOU! CLEAN IT UP THEN GO TO YOUR ROOM DEMON!" She demanded. "All my sweet children could you please go to your rooms and play a little bit while I make dinner."She sweetly told the other orphans. I was just sitting their scared for my life when she once again slapped me across my face. "I said clean it up THEN go to your room" she stated sickly mixed with a bit of poison. "O-ok" I ran down the stairs to grab a cloth from my 'room'(aka basement). I went back up stairs to go to the kitchen. Once I got to the kitchen I opened a cabinet under the sink to get a spray bottle. I made my way to the patches of blood that were scattered around where I was sitting. Grabbing the cloth I sprayed the floor with the spray bottle. I rubbed the floor making it clean as a whistle. I was satisfied with the results. I remembered that I won't have dinner so I made my way down the stairs into my 'room'. Once I got there I stared at my 'bed' which was unfortunately just a couple of thin blankets as the mattress, a small pillow, and a single thin blanket. It was really cold in the basement which made it worse.

   'Kuruma, can I sleep with you?' 'Well in the mind scape you can.' Kuruma told me. 'Not that won't help you in the real world.' He mumbled. 'Ok that's fine'  I went into the mind scape so see a huge flu- I mean fox, a huge fox In a sewer. 'Can I open the gates?' I question. 'Hm, sure.' He answered in a bored voice. I walked over to the gates then pealed off the tag with the help of kuruma's tail. Once open I walked over to the orange beast. I lay next to one of his tails curled up in a ball. He wrapped me in his tails as a make shift blanket. I suddenly fell asleep without knowing. I felt happy, I felt love, I felt care, and I even felt comfort with him. But one thing, one feeling, just one feeling was bothering me. That feeling is,
Pain