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CHAPTER 1:

I feel someone kiss my cheeks. I know who it is so I immediately open my eyes and there I saw my beautiful mom. She's smiling widely, gosh I will never let world take my mom away from me.

"Good morning baby. Breakfast is ready may pasok ka pa. Get up and hurry. Baka malate ka isang oras ka pa namang nag aayos." she said after kissing my nose. I will always love my mother's gestures.

"Mommy when I finish my degree will you please stop working on that company?" I always ask her this question.

" Oh come on baby. Your daddy Lo will getting really really mad and dissapointed.Come on get up" she said while chuckling . As if I'm joking. 'I don't care if he will be mad'

I will never give daddy Lo an opportunity to control me like what he was doing on my mom. Nung malaman ni daddy Lo ang nangyari nung gabing yun nagalit siya. I don't know why he is mad at my mom. Bakit hindi siya magalit sa lalaking nang iwan samin? I will never forgive him by making my mom work miserable like she is nothing to him. I hate all the guys that live!!!

"okay, okay I surrender. I will get up. Wait for me after an hour." I says playfully. My mom kissed me again before she go downstairs. I really love my mom so much. Kaya hindi ko maiwasan maging bitch sa harap ni daddy Lo. He always acting like my mother is the greatest failure he's facing. Hindi ko siya maintindihan at mas lalong ayaw ko siyang intindihin.

I do my morning routines and pick my best clothes that I can wear. I'm in first year college now taking Business degree, and we have no uniform obviously. Just wear what you want that's all. In ThomSonn University, "what you wear is not what we care", such a nice university isn't?

After changing over an hour I go downstair. And I'm not surprise when my mother is sitting at our table staring at the counter. My ghad how can she not over it. For ghad damn sake its already 12 f^cking years.

When she notice me. She immediately plaster a brightest smile she can make. Hindi ba pwedeng ipakita niya sakin na nalulungkot siya? Kailangan talagang ipakita na lagi siyang masaya?

"Mommy don't smile like that your like an i---

"Clarette I told you stop saying those words. Si Gabby lang talaga ang nagtyatyaga sayo."

" oh come on mommy. Time will come, she will betray me." I said smirking. I didn't mean to caught her on guard. Hindi niya alam na narinig ko sila ng gabing yun. Funny, I acted like I don't know anything.

"okay. Do you have history about your friend Gabby?" she ask worried. Sa tingin ko ayaw niyang mangyari sakin ang nangyari sakanya.

" nope mommy. Come on I just want to be away from betrayal." I says to enlighten her.

" But you don't have friends except Gabby." she says in a low voice.

"mommy I already told you I don't do friends. Ilang beses ko nang pinaulit ulit yan." I says rolling my eyes.

She don't argue anymore. Alam naman niya kung anu ako. Alam din niya kung ganu ako ka outcast pagdating sa school. Ayaw ko lang talaga magkaroon ng tao sa paligid ko. I can live without anybody as long as I have my mom.

My thoughts interupt by the rang of the bell. Since my mom already knew that I will never get up, she did.

When she's back at the dining area. Nagsisi akong nagtagal pa ako.

" Dad. Mom. I just give you plate wait for me a minute." I hear mom says I don't bother to look up alam ko na mga amoy nila. 'Amoy matanda'.

"No need. We just checking on you. Baka kung anu anu nananamang katangahan ang ginagawa mo." and that's my cue to get up I don't want to upset my mom. Kaya mas mabuti pang tumayo nalang. Kahit kailan di makaahon ang matandang yan. I really hate him a lot.

"Darling" Mommy La says in warning tone. She's glaring at Daddy Lo. She face me. "Hey there our princess how's school?" she ask.

"Good. " nagmano ako sakanya and give her a quick kiss on her cheek. And then go to my mother side. "bye mom I'll see you later. I don't want to be a bitch this early." I said after planting her a kiss at her cheek.

"okay be careful to drive." she also kiss me on a cheek.

Syempre para di naman nakakabastos sa natirang matanda nagmano na ako. I thought it's settle but then I hear him calling my name.

"Clarette." I stop I didn't bother look back. As he know that I will not look at him he continue."I didn't expect you to become this. I thought your mom raise you well? Where is your manner dear?"

I face him " Oh come on Daddy Lo. You don't know me well. I have my manner and respect to those who deserve it and that's not you or anybody else It's only for my mom. And also You don't want to see me without manner." I said smirking.

Sa bilis ba namang magalit ng matanda di na nakapagsalita. Kaya ayun. I bid my last playful goodbye at him. I don't want to look at my mom's face siguradong nagsosorry na ang mukha niya kay daddy Lo.

As I walk through my car at garage. I'm controlling myself. Kung hindi lang para sa mommy ko binabastos na kita dati pa. Hindi yan ang definition ko ng bastos mas matindi pa diyan. I hate to leave my mom with that man. He doesn't deserve to be respected.

As I reach my car I drove as fast as I could. I'm pissed. And aga mambwiset. Shit. As I park my car in parking area. I get my stuff and get out. At kung siniswerte ka nga naman.

"Clarette!" hindi ko hinarap alam kong si Gabby yan at mabwibwiset lang ako sa kabaitan niya. At dahil dakilang runner tong isang to kababaeng tao. Naabutan ako. " Are you done at your assignment? Whoaaa. Really stressful right?. Myghad why I take business?"

I continue ignoring her. " you know Clarette, Trish was fuming mad at you last friday. After you done talking whoaa. As in nagwala siya sa classroom. Anu? Siguro ginamit mo nanaman ang pagkabitch mo---

"will you please shut the hell up? I'm really pissed this morning and here you are in front of me keeping me annoyed. Shut it." I interupt her. Gabby your so nice for me.

"Okay I get it. your pissed panu una na ako sa classroom hehe late nako first class eh.bye. " she said smiling like I didn't act like a total bitch to her. I hate her kindness. We are seperate schedule this day second subject pa kami magkikita hayys.

How can I deal with that mouth? Lagi ko siyang sinusungitan pero andyan parin siya. That's why I hate her.

I almost taking may last step to go upstairs when someone bumped my shoulder. Not accidentally because he is walking like nothing happend. Oh come on I hate this morning.

I grab his hand and jerk it off to face me. " You just hit me intentionally by your shoulder and you doesn't give me a fucking sorry?!" I shout at him too much anger consume my nervs.

And this jerk just stare at me from head to toe and back to my head and says " too reaveling for my taste" and then walk away like nothing happened

"what the hell?" just the word that comes to my mouth.

"sorry for my cousin miss are you okay?"hindi ko napansin may kasama pala siya. I face him.

" okay then. Tell your f^cking cousin that he is asshole jerk to hit my shoulder intentionally without saying a fucking sorry." I'm about to walk away when I remember he said a while ago. I face again the man "Let me rephrase it. Tell that f^cking asshole that he is also never ever gonna pass in my taste. You get it?" I ask him gritted my teeth.

" oh sure. Btw I'm Nathan---

" I don't f^cking care" I jerk away his hand, walk away pissed. Oh ghad I am late for ghad damn sake.

Imbes na pumasok sa first subject pumunta nalang akong library at magbabasa. Myghad this day stressing the hell out of me. That jerk!!!! Arghhhhhh!!!!