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CHAPTER 5

Hinihingal kong sinarado ang pintuan ng kwarto ko. Shit! Its embarassing. The hell with this day. Ni hindi pa pala ako nakapagtoothbrush or hilamos man lang.

"I'm so fvcking stupid!" inis na singhal ko sa sarili ko.

Dali dali kong hinanda ang sarili para maharap sila ng maayos. I need to act on myself. Shit I lost my posture, and the worst is in fvcking front of them. I need to act normal.

Bakit kasi napakakomportableng magsout ng walang bra! Hayst! Nevermind, the important thing is I will brace myself.

After an hour I already finish my morning routine. I face myself.

"Okay Clarette brace youself. Hindi ka pwedeng mapahiya sa pangatlong pagkakataon. At hinding hindi sa harap ng to--what's his name again? Argggghhh I don't fvcking care!"

Feeling ko nababaliw na ako.Fvck! I let out a heavy sigh. I will face them in my natural look ang posture. I will not let that tomato forehead affects me.

I confidently walk out on my room and yes I'm wearing my sexiest outfit right now. Tignan natin ang ego mo!

When heading my way through dining area, I wear my sexiest smirk and it turns out to be a smile. When I already at the door of our dining I just witness how my mommy is genuinely smiling at them.

Natigilan ako. Its just that I thought I will never witness my mother smile like that on a stranger. It feels like something is up to them. I can feel my mother's genuine happiness. I let out a slow but heavy sigh before completely entering the room. They all stop from laughing and smiling then turn to me with a smirk.

Unti unti kong itunuon ang aking tingin sa lalaking kinaiinisan ko. Our eyes met, I gave him a smirk. I turned my head to my left to see my mother smirking like endlessly! Fvck!

'Please remind me that she is my mother. Tss!' I just saw her smirk and when she saw my cold expression she automatically get serious.

" Come here baby eat your breakfast already" she said smiling. I turn to her side and kiss her cheeks.

I sat down in front of Nathan. Ngayon tapos na siyang kumain. Nilipat ko ang tingin ko kay tomato fvcking forehead, i saw him smirking.

"What's with the fvcking smirk?" I raised my brow at him. He smile widely at me that makes my senses want to fvcking slap him.

"Baby, I said, I dont want you saying bad words" malumanay ang boses ni mommy. Nilagyan niya na ng egg at bacon ang plate ko. Nilagay niya na rin ang gatas sa harap ko. Narinig ko ang pagtawa ng kumag! I glared at him.

" What are you laughing at?" I hissed

"Nothing" natatawa itong umiling.

"Come on baby, eat up malelate na kayo. Nakakahiya sa isasabay mo" pagkatapos ay umupo sa gilid ko.

"Aba mommy come on. Sila ang makikisabay sila dapat nag mahiya sakin. Makikisabay na nga lang sila magrereklamo pa?" pagkatapos ay uminom ako ng gatas.

Every morning konti lang ang kinakain ko. Hindi talaga ako kumakain ng marami sa umaga. Actually hindi naman talaga ako nakain ng marami talaga. I hate eating rice too. Kumakain lang ako pag andyan si mommy dahil ayaw niyang hindi ako kumain ng kanin. She like me fat not this sexy.

Naalala ko pa noon, Nung teenager ako ar my age of 13 first year highschool. I cant help but eat a lot. I always eat and eat and eat. Whenever we'll be going I always wany to eat. Then I become a fatty kid. Yes, I'm always serious when I was at that age. They always called me serious piggy. The fuck right? But I dont give a fvck about them. I love eating, they are not doing anything good to me so why stop eating juat because they bullied me?