Prologue

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Jakurīn, 13, a girl with a great family but of course like everyone else she has her own struggles.
Her older sister, by four years, named Rakueru, was her absolute role model. Sure they had their moments of fighting but who didn't as siblings?
Plus, it's hard not to yell at someone who is frustrating.

At school both girls have their friends, their favorite clases, and subjects they excel at. Jakurīn ever since little thought she had to do everything and anything to please her sister, whatever she could do so that she could feel her sister's love. Perhaps her parents didn't notice how much it was affecting her and at the young age that it had started. Five years old and she already felt as if she wasn't enough, as if it was all her fault that her sister didn't love her, and the worst was that her sister would confuse her. One day she'd scream at her, tell her that she ruins everything, lock herself in her room, wouldn't eat but... Another day she would hug  Jakurīn, tell her she loved her and wanted to spend time together, watching movies or something. At the end of the day Jakurīn never knew whether her sister loved her or hated her, and so she began trying everything to make Rakueru happy, to earn her smiles, her sweet words, hugs.

Thirteen, and she still feels like she has to please her sister, but recently her parents tell her how they found out from the doctor that Rakueru had bipolar depression, and then after all those years she finally knew, it wasn't her fault, not one bit at all. But once you have obsessive habits it's hard to go back to the correct way of thinking.


WaRning: This story will have some topics that may trigger and many scenes of gore.

You will notice many to most chapters will be short, I'm planning on making this a very short story but hopefully  a still very entertaining one.

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