I Know You Love Me but Would You Kill For Me?

Wishes and Hopes

          "Wishing you'd love me,  You Hope I forget"

                        5 Months Ago

I had a dream today, a quite awful one, it was my mom slapping me and saying horrible stuff

BUT... my mother isn't like that at all, she's kind, beautiful, patient, so why on earth did I have a dream like that? My father on the other hand was helping me calm down in my dream, he is just as great as my mom in real life.  I must stop reading so many melodramas, .. yes that's what it is.

I get in the dark grey car, and put my earphones in.  I take a while to get ready but my sister seems to always take a longer time.

"Ugh I can't believe her" My mom says as she slams the car door getting in. My dad next to her just shakes his head. "We are always late because of her, when are you going to stop spoiling her, I'm sick and tired of being late, it's embarrassing."  "Yes my dear, I'll be sure to talk to her when we get home", my sister quickly opens and closes the door, as she sits down I can hear the groans and slight yelling from both her and my parents through my earphones, I decide to take them out because it bothers me to hear two things at once and not clearly.

I can't shake the scene from my head, I wasn't quite sure but as I brushed my hair in the morning I saw something as my sister got out of the shower,  it seemed as if my sister had some scratches on her arm, but I'm not stupid. Ya, sure she has a cat but would LaLa hurt someone that bad?    Or could it be that my sister is really hurting lately? I know our parents yell at her, and I hear her cry sometimes at night but would that really do it? Make her so sad that she would hurt herself?

The day went on and finished quickly, I get home and I see my parents talking secretly.

"What's going on?"

"Nothing sweetheart, we were just talking about wor-.. some personal family stuff"

Did they just try to lie to me saying it was about work?

"What personal stuff?" "I want to know" "If it's about family I have the right to know"

"Your sister dear, she's staying at her friend's house, she left a note"

"A note?!, just a note?" "Why is she staying there? and where is that house at?"

"Actually that's the problem" My dad says in a deep worried tone. "We don't know where she is exactly because she doesn't want to tell us, we called and tried to ask her and she didn't seem to want to tell us why she was doing this"

"Oh...."

"Ya.. But honey don't you worry about it, I'm sure she's fine and will come back home soon"

"Ok..."       I go to my room and and tears start falling, ugh why am I so weak, crying over something so small, she's just fine. Why did she leave though? Did she not care about her family at all? Not even.. Me? Maybe it's her boyfriend or something and she's just trying to spend time with him, ya I'm sure she still loves us all A Lot.