Play it cool-MonstaX

20

She rested her head against the table, with red wine,ramen and her laptop in front of her.

It was 6am in the morning and Anna felt awake, her wine still untouched. She felt like doing something crazy now that she realised she had to leave before the boys and the world knew her like an open book, her life written in a book.

She shook her head trying to shake the weird thoughts away but she couldn't, "I need to leave tomorrow before the book gets published. I'll end everything in korea on a good note." She was satisfied of her idea and she booked herself a plane ticket back to malaysia.

Anna laid down the sofa and looked at the ceiling, doing absolutely nothing and then she thought how the guys, how ki would feel when he notices that she left without telling him. "This is for the best", she muttered reassuring herself that her plan was perfect, was it?

All she had to do was write letters that she'll leave for the boys and suelgi and plan how she'll spend her last day in korea without leaving hints to the guys that she secretly booked a flight back home and she's running away without facing the future that lies in front of her prior to her book being released in korea.

She tore 7 white pages from her notebook and kept them on the table in front of her.

"Okay I can do this.." she glanced at the clock and it was 8am, she had been scribbling words and incorrect sentences on the sheets but eventually she did put up words that were sincere and came from the bottom of her heart.

Anna felt overwhelmed, she threw on a sweat shirt and her running shoes on and went for a jog. But before that she carefully hid the letters in one of her favourite novel "To all the bright places." And placed the book into her bag.