Play it cool-MonstaX

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"Even tho Anna left us, her existence could always be felt. It's been two years and every year we would go to her apartment and have dinner together just like good old times. We don't know where Anna is but I always pray that she is happy and in peace where ever she is." Kihyun wrote on Instagram's story and inserted a picture where the two held hands and showed off their band rings.

Ki's heart hurt, all he wanted to know was if she's alive and well, for two years he's been texting and emailing her daily tho all these efforts go in vain, there is no response.

When ki read Annas' novel, he cried he cried a lot. He knew anna was in pain but he never knew it was this extreme, he never knew she was hiding her past, her pain in her heart.

Ki, the boys, and Seulgi never got over their relationship with Anna, as years passed it felt like their bond got stronger. They'd sit down and read her book as if she was still there with them.

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Anna didn't die, she ran away from the reality. The anxiety, the fear of her past crept her and it replayed in front of her eyes when she closed them.

She wanted to share her life and she did in her book "Broken and fragile handle with care" but her anxiety and fear got so stronger that it made her do things she didn't want too like leaving kihyun and Korea.

She left Korea and settled back in Canada, she rented an apartment and lived there barely surviving.

Her neighbor was kind enough to check up on Anna once a day that's when she realized Anna had anxiety and she was heavily depressed, she barely went out of her house and spent all of her time alone.

Ruby, her kind neighbor recommended Anna a rehab center where she worked. For the last two years Anna cured her anxiety, her fear, and overcame depression. Todays the day that she left the rehab for good.

"AHHH girl, you're all good now. How do you feel?" Ruby zipped her jacket as a cool breeze hit her.

"I'm good tho I miss Korea and my friends back there." Anna looked away trying to remember them and how cute they all were.

"I get your story but why didn't you contact them it been ages since you lost contact with them."

"I'm afraid.."

"It's okay to be afraid.."

"thank you for being here and tolerating me." Anna gave Ruby a sad smile and looked away instantly.

"It wasn't for free you know, I knew who you were when we first met. I want your autograph on my limited edition book you know." Ruby was a total idiot, she reminded Anna of I.M who would definitely do anything which would be considered stupid, yet the two were so close to her,

"What? did you not know. Your book is still a major hit. I never realized I took everything for granted until your book. do you know what my favorite part was? "You can never imagine someone's pain without actually going through it, you might think that person who's always smiling or the one who's super quiet don't have hardships. Never judge anyone, spread love not  hate." Ruby recited those lines and looked at Anna who seemed speechless.

"Why would you memorize it?"

"Because people matter to me, you matter to me. Come here let me give you a hug." When Ruby hugged Anna it felt like Anna was at peace and good things were to come.

"Do you plan to write again? I ran out of novels to read. If you could give me a chance I'll be your editor for free, you just have to let me be the first person to read it tho."

"You're cute, what made you think I'll write again?" Anna smiled at her almost giving her a signal that Ruby was right.

"That smile says "for you, a thousand times over."  Anna hugged Ruby and she cried which made Ruby cry and the two cried their hearts out on that  summer night.