The Coach's Son (boyxboy)

Chapter 15

Ollie POV

This date was going perfectly well. I had an amazing time at dinner and he hadn't cracked a sexual joke once. As much as I loved them, it showed he was trying to make this relationship more real and I was appreciative of it. Then of course he had to wreck it. He just had to plan for us to go do the CN Tower skywalk, didn't he? I was terrified of heights. That being the whole reason I said it when I first talked to him. I was actually surprised to know he remembered our first conversation. I thought for sure he'd have forgotten it. I hadn't though. I remembered the first conversation we had. I knew of Hayden Carmichael way before then. Everybody would always talk about him. He was known as the sexy linebacker of the football team, until he came out then he was known for the sexy gay linebacker on the football team. Even I had to admit he was sexy and he knew it too. It was slightly difficult to turn him down, but I wasn't going to give him what he wanted. All the guys he had been with needed to grow a pair. I wasn't scared to reject him and in the end it was pretty funny doing so. He was completely embarrassed and you had to laugh at him. Since than I wasn't going to give myself to him until he actually wanted me for me and not just my body.

We got into the red jumpsuits and my heart rate was going through the roof. I kept biting my lip and ranking my fingers through my hair. Why oh why did I agree to this? This was a huge mistake. I was going to die! Tell my mom and dad I love them! Although don't tell my dad who I was with because than he was going to kill Hayden and we would both be dead. That'd suck. Anyways, I was going to die! I kept telling myself to calm down, yet nothing was working. Death. That was the only thought entering my head. Death. Oh god. "Babe, we don't have to do this," Hayden suggested as we were going through the training process.

"Just hold my damn hand and don't let go," I ordered. He intertwined our fingers and my body calmed down. I shifted closer to Hayden and took deep breaths. I can do this, I can do this, I am a badass bitch, I repeated in my head. "H-Hayden?"

"Yeah?" he squeezed my hand.

"If I die, I want you to know I love," I started, taking a deep breath, "Your mom's cookies."

He broke out into a fit of hysterics, "If we live, I'll buy you a cookie."

"Really, you mean it?"

"A hundred percent," he confirmed.

The instructor brought us the next section of training and every moment I felt like I was going to go in cardiac arrest. The CN Tower was having a night special for the skywalk, causing it to be relatively busy. Guess everyone wanted to kill themselves tonight. Fun. We were headed to go outside and I began to sweat like a pig. This was it I was going to die. Goodbye world. "You okay? You are sweating like crazy," Hayden pointed out.

"Hayden I am going to honest with you. I am scared for my life right now," I told him and gripped his hand tighter. Throughout the whole training session he held my hand and I was grateful for that because it calmed me down. Hayden made me feel safe.

"Ollie, if you fall I fall and I am not going to fall," he reassured me.

I nodded my head and began to fidget with the zipper on my jump suit. He noticed I was still nervous and leaned down to kiss me. His hands caressed my cheeks and I let myself get lost into the kiss. Forget where we were and how death was approaching quickly. He leaned out and rested his forehead against mine, "Ollie, I believe in you. You can do this, baby."

"Thanks, Hayden," I grinned. He made me feel confident and I really needed that right now. The instructor began to get us latched up to the rope and every time I felt scared I just looked at Hayden and he'd give me a reassuring smile. Then we were off. We flew.

It turned out to be one of the best experiences of my life. After I go over my initial fear I had blast. I did everything the instructor told us to try and by the end of it I was laughing and smiling like a fool. It was so much fun. Every time I turned to Hayden's direction he was watching me with a genuine smile on his face. Something deep in his eyes had such a powerful feeling and stirred a deep feeling within me. I couldn't put my finger on what it exactly was. All I knew was that he saw me as me, not some fuck buddy. He finally saw me for the first time.

When we were inside and got the ropes disconnected from our jumpsuits Hayden picked me up and twirled me around. I blushed instantly and let a giggle slip out of my lips. "I'm so proud of you!" Hayden cooed, giving me a quick kiss that had so much feeling within it.

"Hayden, put me down. People are staring," I commanded with a smile in my eyes so he knew I secretly enjoyed it.

He plopped me on the floor and gave me other kiss, which I returned naturally. Being with Hayden more was causing me to fall for him harder. I usually tried to keep my feelings at bay, yet it was quizzically harder with Hayden. I couldn't tell you why, it just was. We walked hand-in-hand all the way to the car and through the drive to my house.

When we arrived outside my house Hayden flashed me a smile before leaning back in his chair and placing a Tupperware container onto my lap. "Since you sucked it up and did the skywalk, I got my mom to make you a batch of her fresh chocolate chip cookies. Now they may be a little cold because-."

I jumped onto his lap and started to kiss his face off. He was too adorable for words. He created a perfect date for us and I felt such a happiness I never felt before. I kissed him deeply, trying to express to him how I felt. He slipped his tongue into my mouth and I tugged at the bottoms of his hair. His hands ran down my back and his fingers lightly swept across my hipbone causing me to shiver. I moaned into his mouth as he gripped my ass and I shifted closer to him, despite the impossibility. I was already on his lap and pinned against his face so I couldn't actually get that much closer. He nipped my bottom lips and I groaned at the feeling. His touch got me aroused. I sucked his lower lip as he gripped my butt tighter. I slowly grinded my ass into his groin and his whole body responded. I felt his groin harden and his breathing hitched slightly. As I grinded faster he pulled away from my lips and stared into my eyes. "Ollie, I don't want you to feel like you have to have sex with me because you don't. I can wait."

"What if I don't want to wait?" I was ready. Hayden had been waiting to get inside of me for 2 and half years and now that I knew he saw the actual me tonight, I was ready. I knew he cared about me with just the way he looked at me. I was ready to give myself to him. I was still afraid, but I no longer felt reluctant to do it. I was simply scared because I was giving him what he had been after for 2 and half years and I didn't want to disappoint him.

"Are you sure, baby?"

"I want you to have sex with me," I clarified. I kissed him again and then said, "I'm ready."

"If you are a hundred percent, let's do it," he spoke, holding my hand in his.

"I am and my parents won't be home tonight and Curtis went over to his friends house to sleep there for the night," I told him, stealing another kiss.

"Then lead the way." We went upstairs to my room and I would be lying if I said I was a hundred percent confident. A feeling within me was still holding fear.  

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