Chandler's P.O.V
I am already worrying for Chris.
There's something in him that told him that it was wrong
But I suspect that something Literally told him that it was wrong. And it's not a sense of his, it's a voice
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I lay my head on my pillow as I think.
"I love Chris.....but why won't he love me back" I say in a shaky voice.
•Flashback•
He lets go of my head, and wraps his arms around my neck. Our faces are still inches away....
"I love you, chandler"
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My thoughts of last night had me overwhelmed. What if he is self harming? Or...what if he went somewhere far? These thoughts had me thinking deeply, I analyzed every sentence he had said to me before.
Not a lot came to mind.
But I am pretty sure that it was someone that manipulated him not to.
And who in this house is the crazy bitch who goes around bossing everyone?
Well, no one else but Jimmy
And the constant visit to his room
But why is that?
He could be doing anything in his room, anything. But how does that have to do with his disappearance? I just have thoughts and find it suspicious.
He just wants to get away, but still loves me.
Chris's P.O.V
I can't say that I don't want to be with chandler, I want deeply to be with him.
Something is holding me back, I have to let it out. I Need help.
I walk to the kitchen, and prepare something light for lunch, and eat silently, as I let my thoughts flood my head with questions.
The question attracted me even more.
Why is jimmy holding me back from loving him?
• 2 Hours Later•
I'm playing around with my lab dog, Boomer, throwing the tennis ball around for him to chase, and we played Tug-war a couple of times. I don't know how my depression would of gone away without him. I pant, and flop on the couch. I feel my phone vibrate in my pocket, along with buzzing. I slid it out of my pocket, and see a message from my Ex,
Beth.
Beth Arnorelly Rou
I was confused. I frowned my eyebrows in confusion and enter my password. I go to WhatsApp, and intently read the message that I was seeing. My eyes can't be wrong, can they? No. I know exactly what I was seeing. I felt a mix of feeling and thoughts.
Why?
Why are you texting me?
It's been 3 years since we texted
I am still mad at you.
You are a fucking traitor.
Don't text me ever again
These thoughts and questions had my head wrapped with insecurities, and rage.
I decide that I only control myself, and reply her message.
Ex Beth 🤨: Chris I'm sorry to bother you but we need to talk
Chris👏🤪:about what
Ex Beth 🤨: I have been gone for a while, and there is something I wanna confess
Oh no.
We are not, never getting back together.
She can dream, desire, but I am already at the edge of having a love life.
I hesitate. Already panicking. All the worst that could happen is rejecting her,
Right? Just like I did last time.
Chandler's P.O.V
I'm at my house laying wondering, thinking and worrying about things.
I really wish we could be together. I'm constantly thinking of a better life with Chris. And how things could be. Running away far with him, and doing the things we love.
My deep thoughts get interrupted by a knock on my front door. I quickly get up, and unlock the door.
It's jimmy
I smile softly, and rub my left eye.
"Hey chandler!...how is it going, you good?"
He asks in a normal tone of voice. I quickly nod, and hug him.
" well... I have been worried"
He gives me an understandable look on his eyes, and I offer him to come in.
He pats my back telling me that it will be fine,
And that he will come back.
By now, I doubt it. I love him, but things are things, and if he doesn't come back, my love for him won't do anything.
Chris' P.O.V
What do I say?
She is in a new relationship, but I don't even want to know. I hesitantly replied.
Chris🤪👏: Who is it?
It takes a little while before she responds, which makes my body shiver nervously.
Buzz
Text from Ex Beth 🤨:
It is this really handsome guy, he is tall cute and gentleman
Ugh, this is getting boring.
Chris👏🤪: What's his name?
Ex Beth🤨: Chandler
....
I gasped.
Did she not know he belonged to me???
My heart completely shattered.
Chandler should know his decisions. This time he messed up terribly.
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Flashback:
He lets go of my head, and wraps his arms around my neck. Our faces still a few inches away...
"I love you chandler"
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Tears of rage, sadness,
frustration, and regrets, started building in my eyes.
I started crying softly.
My crying then turned into loud sobbing.
Our relashionship is over.
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