What's Underneath Your Misery

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Chris's P.O.V

After that small makeout session with chandler, I gestured for him to relax in the couch with me, and talk about all the spoof about Beth and chandler.

He seemed a little uncomfortable talking about the topic. He didn't have a reason, of why he felt this way.

As close as we were as best friends, which I don't think we are anymore, he just didn't feel like telling anything more in detail. He showed a lot of stuttering, and rotating his head the other way, to not make eye contact.
He was gripping the soft fabric of the couch, trying to come up with a word to say.
He had to let it out, I can't let those feelings of his stay there inside of him.
Slowly taking over him.
Leading to a depression. I am here for him.
He let go of gripping the couch.
"I..just feel like...I can't-let it out"
He moved his head down looking down at his lap.
I tried to make him do eye contact with me, but failed.

I gently place my thumb and index finger on his chin so he would look up, and make eye contact with him.
His eyes meet mine, giving up on trying not to do eye contact. His eyes dilated. Indicating affection, and sometimes fear. He shouldn't be afraid to talk to me.

"Chandler...I need you to let it out and tell me... this can't go like this"
I tell him with a worried tone of voice, which sent him a signal of seriousness in my voice.
"I know...but..can I got to the bathroom for a minute? My wiener is literally about to explode" He said laughing, scotching back from me on the couch.
"Sure! It's down the hall, the last door on the right"
He stood up, and quickly walked to the hall. I could hear his Jordan sneakers mark his footsteps as he walked down the hall. I heard a door open and close shut.
I still looked at the hall with a small smirk on my face.
We were alone now, together.
It was a small set of seconds before I could hear chandler pee, and the toilet being flushed.

He was doing something. It was odd, since it took a couple of seconds before he could leave the bathroom.

I heard a door open and close, and his appearance mixed with the hall's shadow. Then I could see him more clearly, walking towards the couch.

In that small period of time in the bathroom, he did something. His smile had faded after he had left the bathroom.
"Is there something that you want to say to me?..you know.."
"I'm not gonna say anything Chris...but what I'm about to show you will tell you exactly what.."
Chandler said sitting beside me on the couch. His eyes meeting mine, and his eyes shined with the light of the moonlight that passed through the window.
"What is it?.." I ask nervously.
He proceeds to grab the sides of his shirt, and slowly take it off. I hesitated.

As he did this, I saw his abs, but something disfigured them.
He threw the shirt across the room after taking it off.
I still couldn't figure out what it was, but there was something about them that didn't seem right.
He looked at me, sternly.
"She..did this"
"W-what!?!?"
"This happened about...a week ago"
"That fucking slut..." I whisper under my breath.
I knew what I was looking at now.
Beth had done this.
Beth took advantage of him.
Beth had done all of this

Flashback•

And I think that the constant visit jimmy does in his room is not ordinary

He is doing
something.
But he feels guilty about all the Spoof

•End of Flashback•

Storm back to reality, seeing all the wounds, cuts, and bruises he had in his body. His chest was a damaged price.
It was horrible
How could someone so careless do this?
I feel tears building up in my eyes, and a racing heartbeat.
My watery eyes meet his. My eyes told him a thousand paragraphs, and sentences.
"hey...I'm fine.." He says slowly placing his hand on my face.
"No...you're not..you have to get away from her..she is the devil" I say making the last words sound stern.
"She really is...I know she is a..devil..but.. will she find us?" He asks with his puppy eyes.
"Babe....she won't... you're here for a reason.." I say looking into his eyes.
His eyes were already watery like mine. My words sent him into the real world. Reality. If he was not ok, then I knew it.
"..you're here because I want you to..get away and run away as far as you can from her.." I said putting my hand over his on my knee.

We have been sitting on this couch for 40 minutes, talking.
" I get it...but..I fear that she will find us.."
"She won't chandler. Go back to reality." I tell him furrowing my eyebrows.
"Ok"

Unknown P.O.V

Four weeks ago
Chris is a runaway.
He ran away from someone he truly loved.
Someone who wanted him.
But now that " wanted him"

Won't last very long.
Other line: That's what we want
Unknown: there is something that I wanna do to him.
Other line: what is it?
Unknown: I have to stop him.
Other line: how
Unknown: through Name censored
Other line: What do you mean?
Unknown:like I said, "I have to stop him"
Other line: oh gotcha
Unknown: And Name censored will be Command Censored and then you smoothly take care of the rest.
Other line: ok perfect.

Flashback
Why is Name Censored
Keeping me from loving him?

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Hello y'all! This story will take a sEvEre turn because in the next few chapters, It's all gonna be plot twists!
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