No turning back

Chapter 5

Jonathan POV Continued.....

"So how do you feel about being a dad?" Tay asked me.

"Im kinda scared and nervous but happy as fuck that I'm about to be a dad. Like think about it that's my seed in there." I said smiling.

"Well we can put a gender to the baby tomorrow. Do you think you can make it?" He asked.

"Im supposed to be making rounds tomorrow with Trell I'm sorry." I told him with a frown.

He looked at me with an annoyed expression.

"You know what Jonathan do you even care? You haven't been to a single appointment in 5 months. There's only 4 more months left try and make it to at least one." He sighed as he started getting up.

"Baby wait I'm sorry." I told him truthfully.

"Can you take me home?" He asked as we walked out the doors.

"Naw we going to my house so I can go with you tomorrow." I told him.

"What are you gonna tell Trell?" He asked.

"Imma tell him that I have to go some where." I said as I start down the road."

15 minutes later....

We walk through the door and up to my room and Taymor instantly takes off his bra, shirt, and pants.

"You better be putting on your clothes." I told him.

"Not at all you fucking thought." He said as he went in my drawer and took out one of my shirts.

"What's the point of having clothes here if your not going to wear them." I laughed out.

"They smell like you and they're long and soooo soft. Plus I can do this when i wear them." He said as he spun around and the bottom of the shirt twirled.

He giggled and then stared at me for a minute.

"Why are you playing with my emotions Jonathan?" He asked sounding genuinely confused.

"What do you mean by that Tay?" I questioned back.

"You're leading me on.... you know I wanna be with you and you keep telling me the same but yet you still talk to these bitches and hoes like I don't exist." He explained.

"I do wanna be with you." I told him.

"You sound just like every nigga but my heart tells me to trust you. But how can I do that if you won't even show me off like them other girls. Are you ashamed of me??"

Even though the last part was almost like he was whispering I still caught it.

"No I'm not ashamed of you. I got you pregnant for a reason. I wanna start a family with you. I wanna be forever with you. Your gonna be my wife soon I'm telling you." I told him truthfully

"I wanna tell Trell after the appointment." Tay stated after a moment of silence

"Are you sure?" I asked.

"Yes I'm sure I'm ready."

"I can finally kiss you in front of them now  and be all up on you." I said while smiling and pulling Tay on top of me to lay on my chest as he laughed.

"Will you be my boyfriend Taymor?" I asked with hope and fear of rejection dripping in my tone.

"Of course I will Jonathan." He answered.

"Oh I'm sorry for ask- wait what really?!" I asked as my eyes grew wide. Im honestly shook.

"Yes now good night." He laughed as he pecked me on my lips twice.

"Good night." I said and felt his breathing even out as I closed my eyes.