why do i put myself through this? why do i talk to him so much? why do i hang out with him all the time? why do i put myself into positions where i am vulnerable?
i really didn't want to like him. i tried my best not to. but i find myself drawn towards him. i have accepted the fact that nothing will probably happen between us and we'll probably be just friends forever. i've built that wall around my heart so that i wouldn't get hurt.
however that wall was slowly coming down.
with every hug, every moment of eye contact, every conversation, the wall knocked down a little more.
i knew i'd only be getting myself hurt. but i can't help it; those green eyes just pull me in every time i try and run away. getting hurt is inevitable.
but i can't help the fact that i love his company. i'm not going to stop being around him. i'm always happy whenever he's there, and then he leaves. i'm left sadder than before and i end up crying in my car like i am right now.
YOU ARE READING
sunset
Romansaa short collection of mini stories about two teenagers who fall in love ~ cliche, i know. but i promise it's a good read :) ~ based off of real life experiences (with maybe some exaggeration for sake of the story)
