The one who got away (rack)

I'm sorry!!!!

❌I'm gonna put this at the beginning where there's self harm or sommit.

Jack

Ever since my first day Rye hasn't left my side. He pulled me out of every fight I started, helped me calm down when I lost my temper. He was always been there for me.

But one day rye was ill and I got into multiple fights and got excluded for a day.

Rye was still ill and my parents where out. I was sat in the bathroom on the floor looking at the cabinet that had my razors in.

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I stood up and took the box out. I got a brand new razor from the box and put it to my arm.

One couldn't hurt I thought to myself. But that one turned into 5 and that 5 turned into 10. But as I was about to do my 11th one someone ran upstairs to the bathroom and knocked the razor out of my hand.

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I looked up with tears in my eyes to see Rye stood there. He went to the cupboard and grabbed some bandages and antibacterial wash before sitting on the floor next to me.
"Why Jackie boy?" Rye asked with a sad tone as he started to clean my cuts. I winced slightly.
"I-I'm s-sorry" is all what I managed to croak out. Rye finished bandaging up my arms, he picked me up and carried me back to my room and laid me on my bed before laying down next to me.

"I love you Jack but one day I'll need you to explain to me" Rye whispers before I slowly nodded off.

Rye

I haven't been to school for two days because I have man flu and I feel like I'm dying. I heard Jack got excluded for a day so I decided to ring him but got no answer. I then messaged him loads but got no answer again. I kept ringing him but I only got his voicemail.

I started to get anxious. So I slowly got off my bed and got changed before running down the street to Jack's house.

I knocked a few time but got no answer. I tried the door handle and the door was open. I walked in and heard quite sobs coming from upstairs.

I instantly knew it was Jack.

I ran up the stairs and what I sore in front of me tore me apart.

My crush, my world sat in front of me bleeding and crying. I grabbed the razor and threw it before getting the stuff I needed to clean him up.

After he was clean I picked him up and carried him to his room. Gently placing him on his bed before climbing in next to him.

"I love you Jack but one day I'll need you to explain to me" I said softly before I heard soft snores. After I made sure he was okay I fell into my own deep slumber.

A/n- I don't really like this chapter x