“Jungkook-ah, that's enough!” I rolled my eyes at Jin hyung who tried to stop me from drinking.
“Why are you stopping me, hyung? I'm trying to have fun here. ” I said, glaring at him.
He crossed his arms and I swear, he looks like an angry boyfriend.
“You're ruining yourself And you beat up Jimin and ended your friendship because of a girl. What are you doing to yourself?” he said and I only ignored him, continuing to drink.
“Fine then. I won't help you at all. ”
He walked away and I sighed.
Everything that I had.
Was everything I lost.
I just can't help but still reminisce those bittersweet memories we had.
Have you been okay?
I came to your house and you weren't there. Even your things weren't there.
You ran away.
Is it because you didn't want to see me?
You told me that, remember?
Do you want me to tell you a secret?
Nothing would replace you.
Nothing can ever.
Nothing can make me feel like you do.
But everything's called past now.
We didn't last.
I wonder who should I blame?
Should I blame you for not loving me,
Or
Should I blame myself because I wasn't enough?
I'm lost in confusion.
Like an illusion.
I started to get dizzy as I kept drinking.
“Jungkook . . . ” I turned to the familiar voice,
“Chaeng? ”
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This chapter is inspired by the song NOTHING LIKE US, please check it out!
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