“Park Chaeyoung, as soon as I saw you leaning on your locker, quietly. I've already fallen for you so bad. You were the reason I started waiting for you at the halls just to watch you lean on your locker. And as soon as I saw you crying, I felt the need to hug you so bad. And when I did, it felt great. I was thankful for that day, since that I confidently started talking to you even though it was a nuisance to you.
And when we broke up, my world crash. I thought I couldn't live without you. For those years we were apart, it wasn't easy. I had that thought of 'what would life be if I still am with her?' 'will I be happy?'. Of course, I would. I would be the happiest man in Earth to have a Park Chaeyoung with me. Now, I don't care about the accident your mom caused. I would like to focus on you, on our son and our upcoming child. I love you.
My Park Chaeyoung,
thank you for teaching me English, thank you for hanging out with me, thank you for keeping up with my annoying self, thank you for I met you, thank you for loving me and Jeongsan. Thank you for everything. I won't say that I would love you even before I die . . . because I would love you even after I die. ”“Jeon Jungkook . . . I honestly don't know what to say. You made me feel a lot of things. You made me feel the happiest girl on earth. I hated myself and despised my family a lot after I knew what the accident my mom caused which caused for me to let you go. But . . . I didn't want to let you go too, Jungkook. Because if I let you go now, I'm afraid I won't be able to hold onto you again. My heart aches for I wanted to hide the truth but I think it would only be hard for me. I was only a normal girl but you liked———loved me, a girl who was imperfect was loved by a boy who was perfect. I felt ashamed of myself. I'm sorry for lying, for hurting you, for giving you pain. It was hard for me to be apart with you between those years. It felt like my world has changed and I swore not to love anymore. But then we met again, and that made me feel like it was really fate that made us meet. We are meant to be, Jungkook. And I don't want to ruin the opportunity of having you again. I won't let you go of you anymore. Let's have a happy future with Jeongsan and our upcoming child. Let's fight every challenges life may give, together. I love you, Jungkook. Forever and always. ”
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