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"Leave me the fuck alone please" I said struggling to even stand myself still.

He kept a smile on his face and it was getting on my nerves.

"Why the fuck are you smiling?"

"At how innocent you are"

"It"s you the complete nerd here not me, I'm leaving"

"Leaving your own house?" He laughed.

"Get the fuck off"

"Stop swearing" he said turning his face from smiley to straight.

"Who the FUCK are you to tell me what to FUCKING do?" I said actually trying to impose myself and I got close to him with an anger face.

He didn't even move, he didn't react to my threatening attitude, but he did keep a straight face and was frowning.

He didn't even move, he didn't react to my threatening attitude, but he did keep a straight face and was frowning

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"Fuck off" I finished talking.

I headed to the living room leaving him behind. I didn't know where to go and I knew I was going to go nowhere. He knew it too and that's why he didn't care.

"Come back, you can't even walk" he spoke facts.

"I'd rather fall than be next to you. It's a synonym anyways. If I dont fall on the floor I fall for you and into rejection. Well, fuck that pal"

"Come baack" he said in a funny way.

He came running at me from behind to prevent me from walking. He held me.

"I wanna fucking throw up. Leave me alone I'm serious" I said. "I'm so fucking mad" I threw my phone to the floor.

He laughed out loud. I was getting angrier by the second.

He opened his arms and I went in for a hug.

"I hate you right now" I murmured.

"Interesting way to show hate"

"Shut up you elderly man" I laughed and he did too.

He put his hands lower at my back and my reaction was to slightly scratch the back of the jacket he was wearing.

"I can feel that, catgirl" he joked.

"I want you to" I said with a small voice.

I then put my hands on his at my back and made them go even lower down.

"No more" he said.

"Why not?"

"You know why not. There or nowhere"

I tried to put my arms around his neck supporting them on his shoulders, but it was hard because he was waaay taller than me.

"Are you like this with everyone? Like when you have the chance to have sex you reject it just like this?" I asked with a puzzled expression.

"No"

"Why me"

"You are 30 years younger than me"

"SO WHAAAAAT" I shouted.

"Calm down I'm trying to annoy you. You are drunk that's the reason, plus you said you don't want to have sex, are you admitting it now?"

"I want to but I'm also scared so I don't even know"

"You are trying to force yourself to be ready, don't do that, especially with me, you see"

"Fuck you mean especially with you?"

"Sit down"

"On your lap?" I said, joking.

He made a weird confused face. "No, on the sofa"

He took me there and made me sit.

"There we go, you need to sit"

"Is it hard for you to get a boner?" I said looking at his pants.

"No it's not, can you stop asking weird questions?"

"I'm just curious" I said annoyed.

"Well, don't be curious"

"Scientists must be curious"

"We are not in science"

"We definitely are in some sort of science so shush" I said. "As you don't want to touch me can I touch you at least?"

"No, calm down, lie back"

I changed my position in order to lie with my head on his thighs. Then I turned my head to him, like that I was closer to that special zone.

"There we go... now just close your eyes... you need to calm down, catgirl"

I put my right hand on his thigh, then I moved it getting it closer to his again private zone. He stopped me and put it away.

"Elon, ass or rocket?"

"What kind of question is that?"

"Choose"

He laughed. "Rocket"

"DUDE. Whatever... touch my hair..." I said turned on because of how nerdy he was.

He started moving his fingers around the top of my head and massaging it. I was so comfortable, his thighs were better than my pillow itself.

He started humming a song and it was so relaxing. Then his phone rang.

"Yeah? What's up, um... Clara" he chuckled. "Oh! Yeah, tell them to open it. Yeah. That's right. I'll be there tomorrow anyways, kind of busy now, I'll call you again tomorrow, but tell them to open it. Right, see you"

"Hmm..." I tried to talk, half asleep.

"Work. Just sleep"

I fell asleep on his thighs for some minutes, then again woke up, dizzy. I didn't know why I woke up but I felt bad after it. Good news was that Elon was still there. He was my pillow.

"Elon... I think I need to throw up"

He helped me get up careful and easily. He accompanied me to the bathroom and I did it there. I told him it wasn't necessary that he helped me to do so and when I was done I came back to him.

"Maybe you should brush your teeth" he suggested.

"Why? Are you going to kiss me?"

He laughed.

I anyways did brush my teeth because I knew it was going to feel better for me.

"Don't worry about me Elon, don't worry,  I can walk by myself, you really don't have to accompany me everywhere"

"It's no problem for me"

"My goodness, you smell so good, don't you?" I said again and hugged him. 

I was emotionally, as well as physically, a mess. I didn't know what I was even doing but still did it and enjoyed it. I knew he was just trying to protect me but at the same time I just wanted him to give in and let whatever happen.

I knew that he knew how i was feeling and it's something to feel grateful for the way he was containing himself from giving in. Come on let's be honest, do you think he didn't want it to somewhat happen? Of course he did.

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