Eyeless jack x reader (broken)

I dont understand? Ch. 6

Jacks Pov
I woke up to see y/n sleeping next to me. Well not quite next to me. She was on the very edge of the bed curled into a ball. I could tell she had tried to stay as far away from me as possible. I knew I still scared her. The way I looked. She had only taken care of me to show that she appreciated me protecting her from the others. I didn't understand why I let he help me in the first place. She was a human. Humans are disgusting. Filthy. Needy.
I curled my lip up growling behind my mask. I crawled out of my bed. My stomach growled and I realized I hadn't eaten all yesterday. I looked over to y/n. She was still asleep , I had time to eat. I got out of bed and found a kidney I harvested from last night. I bit into it letting the juices cover my half clothed body.
Your POV
   I woke up and heard crunching noises from the side of the room. I rubbed my eyes and my vision cleared. Jacks mask was halfway up. A long black tongue slithered out of his mouth. His teeth were unnatural . Shark like. They tore into a piece of raw meat. He was so messy I couldn't even make out what it was. The juices and blood drilled down his chest.
My brain processed all the information in seconds and my eyes widened . I tried not to scream but I accidentally let out a small gasp.
jacks pov
I heard a gasp. Y/n was staring at me in horror. I quickly covered my face back up and ran over trying to calm her. She scurried away into the corner between my bed and the wall. I reached out to her trying to let her know it was alright. But when I saw my hands reach out . What I saw was was grey skin. Black claws. I was just as disgusting as a human. I fell back and buried my head in my hands in shame. I should never of let her in here. I should have kept her away from me.
I saw tears stream down her cheeks. She thought I was going to hurt her.
That's the moment I realized it. With or without Slender commands. I vowed not to hurt her. No matter what she was. Human or not. I would keep her safe.