Secretly in love

Chapter 4

Song recommendation to listen to during chapter=Illusion by one direction

6 weeks later,September 28

The black Sudan that Harry was sat in pulls up to the BBC Radio One studio and he was walked out.Thankfully only a few people were outside,he really wasn't in the mood to be mobbed.After a few pictures and signing he proceeded inside and through the white waiting room. "Good morning Lucy,Marion,Kasey,and of course Kate how are all of you" "We're all doing great Mr.Styles,how about you." Marion replies "I'm doing amazing He glances at the door seeing it was open for him "see you ladies later."He walks down the purple hall and was about to turn to Nick Grinshaws office,he saw 2 people laughing.One of them was Thomas who he knew as a crazy flirt but a heart of gold. "You I Know."Harry thinks.Next to him a semi short guy wearing a Maroon hoodie and very potent cheekbones,was laughing. "You I do not know".For some odd reason he really wanted to talk to him,whoever "Him was".Just as he was about to,Nick appears. "Harry!" "Nick!" They both say with open arms and sarcastically wrap their arms around each other.Harry looks over Nicks shoulder and saw Cheekbone man glancing at him.His eyes,oh shit,his eyes were the bluest thing he's even seen,like comets. "Oh it's been way to long"Nick says pulling back. "I know I'm sorry life's been hectic." "Well I don't know if this interview will help that,but we have a wonderful section for you,ready Harry?" "Of course" "Then follow me"Nick starts walking out the hall and Harry starts following,glancing back at where that man had stood but Cheekbones was gone. "Damn"Harry thinks as he closes the door to the radio door.He turns and he couldn't help his eyebrows flying up.Cheekbones stood right in front of him
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Louis stood trying to untangle wires,when he Hears the door close and Nicks voice fills the room. "You know how it works go ahead and sit down,We're just getting the equipment." It was like Louis could feel is heart stop dead in his chest.A aroma of fruitiness and cologne fills his nose,it took all his self restraint to not look at Harry Styles.He had seen him in the hallway and had looked at him,once again not being able to pull away.But when Harry looked back at him with his crystal green eyes,he had basically fell into the radio room not wanting Nick to see him and bring him over to talk to Harry.He tried to keep himself busy with the wires but slips and looks up to see Harry looking right back at him.He offers a smile and holds up a hand. "Hi I'm Harry" "I know"Louis replies too fast,quickly realizing his mistake "I mean,your face is bloody every where." Harry laughs at that "I apologize,but I still don't know your name and I don't wish to keep calling you Cheekbones,unless you prefer that." "He thinks I have Cheekbones and he's already nicknamed me Jesus Christ." Louis thinks. "I'm Louis Tomlinson,you think I have Cheekbones?"Louis asks taking Harry's hand. "You have wonderful Cheekbones Mr.Tomlinson,and don't let anyone tell you different." Harry replies resting his forearms on the table,leaning forward. "They don't" Louis says under his breath with a smirk. Harry's face breaks into a smile.Holy shit he has a beautiful smile. "Louis shut the ever loving fuck up"Louis decided he liked that voice in his head.He'll call that one common sense. Nick sits in his seat,Louis besides him and Harry in front of them both. "Camera In 3.2.1" "Hello everyone welcome to BBC Radio 1,I'm your host Nick Grinshaw." "And Louis"Louis added in a cheery voice. "And today we're joined by the one and only Harry Styles!How are you today Harry?" "I am Doing absolutely great Nick" "We are going to get right into it.Momentarily your most famous songs are "Sign if the times" and "Medicine." Now we all know Sign of the times is about your wonderful step father,Robin..." Harry nods along to what Nick was saying. "What about Medicine?"Nick asks raising his eyebrows leaning forward looking at Harry. "Oh Jesus"Harry scoffs under his breath clamping his hand over his face. "Do you want us to read out the lyrics for you to re fresh your memory." Louis asks with a innocent smile. Harry playfully glares at him shaking his head. "I'm going to do it any way" Nick said lifting a paper. "Ahem,Here take my medicine,take my medicine"Laughter starts creeping up Louis throat "Treat you like a gentleman Give me that adrenaline, that adrenaline.Harry had now hid his entire face into his hands,shoulders shaking. "Think I'm gonna stick with you Here to take my medicine, take my medicine Rest it on your fingertips Up to your mouth, feeling it out Feeling it out, Now,Mr.Styles,what's the song about?"Louis had a huge grin on his face looking at Harry intently. "Your.A.Idiot"Harry says,muffled by his hands. "We have no idea what your talking about mate"Nick says playing in "Please explain." "It's about eating your medicine and not bother your mum about it"Harry says lifting up his head. "That is the most BS thing I've ever heard but we will go with it." Louis says straightening the papers in front of him. Harry once again glares then looks at Nick. "So Harry,You've been pretty open on the fact of that you've never had,per say,a true love.Can you expand on that?" "Uhm,so basically as a normal person I've of course have had a lot of relationships and as any weird person I felt obliged to write songs about them.But they...they never really had that feeling of just plain happiness.I know even in the most perfect relationships there is arguments but there is never a shadow of doubt that you two still don't love each other and I.Ive been with both men and women and no matter how much I thought I love them it just.Its never enough." Louis felt as if he was seeing Harry through new eyes.He hadn't ever thought about any of that in that way. "And you've also said you can't sing a emotion you haven't felt.Thats why there is a lack of truthful romance songs."Nick says. "Yeah,uh,I don't know why but."Harry says with a chuckle in his voice. "It just comes out all wacko and sounds like trash that's why I don't have as many touchy lovey songs." "You have a lot of touchy songs" Louis says After He finally finds his voice. "Are you complaining"Harry asks slyly. "Not necessarily"Louis replies,leaning forward a bit. "This is extremely entertaining" Nick Adds into there conversation. "Indeed it is"Harry replies still maintaining eye contact
with Louis. "Comets"Harry thinks again. As if hearing him,Louis breaks eye contact first. "One more question I wanted to ask,and you have every right not too answer,but I was wondering if you could put it into words how it is to be openly Bi and being a celebrity and being known to lean more towards men?"Nick asks. "Oof um"Harry flutters his lips,debating how to answer. "Well,now a days it's a lot easier people have been a lot more accepting.....but I do feel it is a bit more because I'm a celebrity and have respect because I'm well known.When I was younger on the X-Factor I was called.....terrible names but progressively I numbed it but it hurts a lot even now.But I'm happy I can be myself no matter the consequences." Louis swallowed hard and blinks hard.His words hit him.Only Niall knew he was gay,but this felt like Harry knew too. "Wise wise words Harry." Nick says as people start walking in with a lab coat and a heart monitor. "Oh no"Harry let's out in a breathy voice,palming his face. "I'm guessing you aren't a fan" Nick asks as he puts on his lab coat. "After last time,no not really"  "Oh it's going to be much better this time....let's get started,you know how it is,I'll show you a picture and we'll see which causes your heart beat goes up.at the moment we're at the low,65.Lets began with....." Nick shows Harry a picture of Taylor Swift. "Ex girlfriend Taylor Swift" Harry just stares at the picture. "She looks lovely"he says in a monotone voice. "Heart is at normal...let's move on to..." Nick shows a picture of a big gold ring in the shape of a H,with a ruby in the middle. "You love a ring" "I do I do" "Heart beat rising!" "No it's not"Harry replies shoulders shaking. "Heart beats at 85!Aaaaand done ok that's our highest yet,still hasn't beat that Chelsea Boot though." Harry chuckles. "Next,let's talk about my new colleague,Louis." Louis glances up,this wasn't part of the questions that were supposed to be asked. "I'm sure he's a lovely person"Harry says refusing to look at Louis. "Heart beat rising!!!!" "No it's not"Harry says,once again,hiding his face behind his hands. Louis was laughing at that point. "HEART BEAT IS BEATING THE CHELSEA BOOTS,HISTORY IS BEING MADE,RECORED HEART BEAT 112"Nick says excited. "Unfortunately he cannot come home with you." "I hate you so much"Harry says in a breathy laughing tone. Louis claps his hands still laughing.Finally Harry meets his eyes with a small smile on his face. "So the biggest loves of your life is Chelsea boots and Louis Tomlinson,nice to know." "I guess they are"Harry says looking back at Nick. "Unfortunately our time has come to a end,it was lovely seeing you Harry,and stay tuned for Little Mix next week on BBC1,I've been your host Nick Grinshaw with Louis Tomlinson,have a good day!" "And...stop!" A mans voice yells out from the back. Harry gets in hooked as he chats with Nick and Louis begins to clean up.  "Hey,Mr.Tomlinson," Louis looks up to Harry. "Hello Mr.Styles May I help you." "Can I not check up on a friend?" Louis looks over his shoulder and raises his eyebrows. "Friends?" "Would you prefer "Cheekbones man I met at the radio station?" "Whatever you want Sunshine" Louis says moving a crate to another shelf. "Sunshine?"Harry asks with a sly smile. Louis turns around.Harry was a lot taller then he was so he had to look up to meet his gaze. "It slipped out,but it fits you" "I do have a name that you can call me" "Nah I prefer Sunshine." Harry looks at Louis for a while with a soft smile. "What?" Louis says as Harry picks up a pen off the desk. "Give me your hand and close your eyes." Louis quirks a eyebrow but complies.Harry rolls up Louis sleeve and pulls him a bit closer and bends over his hand. "Either this is going to be amazing or get really sexual"Louis says,eyes still closed. "Oh come now...we're in public I'm not a monster.He was writing something Louis could tell that much. "Don't open your eyes till I tell you." Louis hears the pen being set down,then feels a warm breath by his ear making him shiver. "I hope I'll see you soon Mr.Tomlinson"Harry says softy "Open".Louis opens his eyes blinking at the light. Harry was gone.Louis looks at his hand to find a array of numbers. "holy shit"He whispers under his breath.There he stood,a normal guy,with Harry Styles personal number printed on his hand

Hey guys!My names Asma and I'm the author of "secretly in love".If you have any better title ideas pls message me.I wish I could say uploads will be consistent but I really don't know I'm a busy person but I have loads for ideas so that'll help.Just want to say That the way I portray these people are changed to fit the story.If you don't like Larry don't read and don't be homophobic.So enjoy and until next time.
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