My brothers best friend (Why don't we)

Chapter 49

I cried while writing this.

"Emma" I whisper but loud enough for him to hear.

"Isn't that your annoying cousin?" Corbyn asked me.

"Yupp." I grumble.

"Hey it won't be so bad." Daniel whispered and grabbed my hand.

"U don't know that." I whisper back.

"True, But just remember, I love you and nothing can change that." Daniel kissed me.

"Really?" Emma smirked.

"Hello Emma" I force a smile because I'm trying to be nice.

"Hello cutie." She ignored
Me and winked at Dani.

"Please don't wink at me and my name isn't cutie." Daniel grabbed my hand and dragged me away. 

"Bruh she was hitting on you." I whined.

"She isn't gonna get me tho, I'm yours." He hugged me.

"I love you." I grinned and hugged him back.

"I love you too" he whispered and we walked in for and waited for the funeral to start.

Before it started people came up to me and hugged me and said things like "I'm sorry" and stuff like that, but I don't want to hear it because it won't bring back Jonah.

I have everyone a small smile that was fake and sat down.

Everyone sat down and people came to sing.

The people were apart of a choir that Jonah was friends with. They sung amazing grace, all of me, and see you again. Then a pastor said some bible verses and that all went in a blur. Because now it was time for people to say their memory, and I was dreading this moment because I'm going to be stared at and I hate that. But I'm doing it for Jonah. Since I was his sister I was going first.

I slowly walked up to the alter but stopped right by Jonah first and whispered "I'm sorry big brother" I got to the alter and started reading what I wrote down.

"I'm Haleigh Jonah's little sister, and together we went through hell." I chuckled a little.

"Everyone is asking me how I'm feeling but truthfully I feel like a part is missing, I used to think that if Jonah died I would have no more family but I now realize that I was wrong, that me and Jonah had  3 brothers and a sister, even if they aren't with us today. Well Jonah's had 4 brothers. I still remember my last moment with Jonah, I was mad and upset with him and I thought "oh when Jonah Gets home I will knock some sense into him" I was hurt by him because the last thing he said to me was "ur a selfish whore" and I hurts so so much, and I regret not chasing after him. I still remember going to the beach with them and my best friend Christina, and we all watched the sun go down, and I remember Jonah getting mad at me for kissing his best friend. And I remember the look on Jonah's face when he first met Aylah. And how Jonah would fight with Corbyn, Zach, and jack,
about who would be the best uncle, and when I had given to Aylah the boys were in my room,  and we were talking and Jonah said he knew when I liked someone so Daniel asked if I liked him and Jonah put on his most girlish voice he could do and said "she would never like someone like you" now Aylah and Ryker won't have uncle Jonah around to make memory with, but they will know him. Because Jonah's story is gonna be told, and it will be pasted on to their kids. Because Jonah isn't a person you forget. Now to Jonah I love you so so much and I rathered it be me than u big brother. And I never would understand why they took you. But now I do, its like a flower u want the prettiest ones. And Jonah was like that flower. Oh and Jonah say hi to Cameron Boyce for me, please." I was sobbing the whole time through that. I went to the casket and put a bracelet, it was the bracelet that me and him made for each other. I have on the one he made me.