Hermosa

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6.10.19

Adri's pov

"Actually no, I'll be finding out in a week or two when I go to my next appointment. Kinda late since I haven't been going. " I stated before I walk away from Ricardo and head towards her.

Her wet hair all over her. Pretty tangled. At the tips were drops of water.

"Can we talk?" I shyly asked.

"In my room"

I followed behind as we head upstairs.

When we get in she lets me enter first but I just stand there as she enters. Memories flooding back. The way I left her crying and how I walked out. It's like I'm replaying everything.

"So what do you want?" Is she not happy to see me?

"I wanted to see you" I softly say.

"You just saw me yesterday and totally blew me off." She shrugged. "I don't see the point."

"Maya what the fuck is your problem?" I snap out of it and give her tone. I'm actually trying to be nice here.

"Your my fucking problem. You just randomly ask to
come see me. Your fucking engaged. Your going to have a fucking family." She frustratedly said.

"You caused this to happen."

I walk to sit down on the bed , leaving space between us.

"How's Dalton?"  Was all she said.

"Your shitting me. You ask for my dog? Why don't you ask , 'Hey let's talk it out and stay on good terms ' or something. But you ask for my fucking dog." I clutch my hands.

"Okay. Adriana would you like to stay In good terms were i have to act like I'm over you when In reality I'm really not and i have to talk to you like it's whatever ?" She sighed.

"Adriana , it's hard."

I take in some deep breaths as I try to calm myself down. I grab Mayas hand and place it on my belly.

"That's the little fella there"

My little fella kicked.

"Did it just like?" She smiled widely.

"Actually the first time." I smile softly.

"Why have you been missing your appointments?" She looked up at me as she rubbed my belly.

"I didn't want to find out at the moment. I actually waited to ask someone to come with me. Out of curiosity, do you want to come with me to my appointment? I mean I know it's weird but I just feel like sharing the moment with you" My cheeks felt burning hot. I felt myself turning red.

"Is your fiancé alright with that?" She looked at me.

"Probably not but I don't care it's my baby"

"Adriana, why did you actually come?" She asked the question as she removed her hand from my stomach.

Why does it feel weird to not have her hand on my body?

"I really don't know. I wanted to see you. I miss you... as a friend. I just need you in my life as a friend. To help me out and be there. I just need you as a friend." I look away.

"As a friend? Okay as a friend asking you , what happened to our tattoo?" Maya pulled up her sleeve as it showed the initials, A.H in cursive.

I pull my up slowly revealing mine. M.G .

"But it wasn't there before."

I look away and pull my sleeve back down. "I know.."

"You fucking hid it? Your fucking kidding me? Wait.." she paused. "Does your guy know you like girls?"

She hit home base. No he doesn't know. Why would he know. If he would he would get mad or leave. Maybe not want me anymore. I've only been with Maya. The first and only girl. So why would I have to tell him that I like girls if I only been with one?

"N-no.. he does-" I start stuttering.

"How are you not fucking honest with him? Your going to have a fucking child with him?!" She stood up getting mad.

Did I really fuck up?

"Maya I'm scared that he won't want to be with me if I do tell him."

"If he did truly love you he would want you for however the fuck you are. You could be fucking transgender , and could be fucking purple and he'd still want you." She raised her voice at me.

"Your having fucking doubts about him wanting you. If I were him I'd want you either way. Having you is the best thing in the world. And if he doesn't see that then he doesn't deserve you."

I sit there looking blank at her. "I'm s-sorry" my voice cracked as I tried to hide tears.

I didn't know she would get this mad. I'm more sad in her getting mad at me. I don't care that I didn't tell Tyler. It hurts that Maya is getting mad at me. I feel stupid now.

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Mayas pov

"Why I didn't do anything to get you back? You told me it was the end. As much as I wanted to reach out towards you I had to respect your choices. Yes at times I felt like getting back with you, to apologize but when I did It was late. You were already with your guy. I then knew it was time to move on. I did move on but not exactly." I sigh and look away from her as I get a water bottle.

"I still need you in my life you know that. Right?" Her soft voice said.

I shake my head a no. "If you still needed me we could've stayed friends long time ago. You need me now. Not before."

She stayed quiet. Her face turning red, embarrassed.

"Maya I always needed you... Before and Now."

"No, stop that Adriana."

"Stop what?" She shifted in her position as she raised her eyebrow at me.

"Doing that thing. The thing you always do. Act innocent and always blame everything at me. You didn't need me before. You only need me now." I run a hand down my face.

"Maya, I'm trying to start fresh with you. Please give me a chance. As friends please."

"You broke my heart. I don't know if that's exactly what I want."

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