broken harry

chapter 15

*Harrys pov*

When i woke up, it must have been around 9:30. i looked over to my left and saw a rose, a little note and a twix bar. i read the note while i ate my twix bar. sweet. he says he has a surprise for me when he gets back, his surprises are always good so i'm excited, yet anxious. i still have a few hours to spare, maybe i'll clean Louis' house while i wait. or shower since i haven't in a couple days, then make some food and clean up a bit. that sounds good. 

i strut to the bathroom and swiftly turn the shower on. i select a few songs for a playlist and play it. i check the water temprature before stripping down, remebering i have a cast on i quickly tie a towel around my hips and go back to louis' room to put the plastic cover over my arm and dance down the hall back to the bathroom. i lock the door and drop my towel. stepping my left foot in the shower slowly, and carefully making sure i don't fall over i  the process. i shakily close the door and let out a sigh of relief as the warm water drips on my tender muscles and soothes my body, mind and spirit. i begin to relax as i hum the lyrics to ron pope "a drop in the ocean" when i catch myself imaging louis, and smile. i let my mind wonder.. why is he even bothering with a waste of space like me. i'm nothing but a failure. hes probably just using me. he probably doesnt even like me, but i can't blame him because i dont even like myself either. i begin to sob quietly, looking at my wrist. utterly disgusted in myself i wipe my tears, wash up quickly and get out. 

i walk back to louis' room, letting a few tears slip before looking in his wardrobe looking for a change of clothes. i hope hes ok with me borrowing his clothes, but i haven't been home in a few days and i didn't bring a spare change. 

After 5 minutes of in depth thought of what would be appropriate and that i didn't think louis would mind me borrowing, i settled for his tight black jeans, and a baggy v neck that fit me perfectly and smelt like him. 

i peered out the window to see that the sky was clearing up and the sun was coming out. it was only 10:04 so it still had time to warm up for this afternoon. i might ask louis if he wants to go for a walk later if its warrm, after his surprise. 

Once i'm dressed, i make my way down to his kitchen and look through his cupboards deciding on what to eat, i choose to toast a couple of pop tarts and pour an orange juice in a small glass. i eat and think of where to start cleaning. i want to clean his whole house, but i don't want him getting mad and asking why i was being nosey and looking through his personal stuff, so i decided to stick with the basics like the kitchen, folding his washing, the lounge, vaccuming, his bathroom, and making a start on his room. i finish my pop tart and juice and go to the bathroom the brush my teeth with a new tooth brush Louis had gotten me. 

by 12 i had finished cleaning everything i'd planned on cleaning, and still had half an hour to rest. so i checked my phone

6 missed calls.

14 texts.

i read through all the texts and just as i thought.. 4 missed calls from mom, and 8 texts asking if i'm ok and where i am and to call her asap.. so i probably should call her soon and explain to her what happened..

"Hi Harry!! where haave you been?? i've been trying to call you and text you for days!!" 

"Hi mom, sorry i've just been a bit caught up this week. I'm safe and healthy, i've just been staying with Liam and his friend Louis" i lie. i've been at louis' not liams and i haven't seen liam since he came round with sophia yesterday. but i don't want her worrying that i'm with louis just yet..

"Oh ok darling, well i'll call you later, Gemma and i are going to get our nails done and have a girly day! i'll see you soon won't i?"

"Sounds splendid! and of course, as soon as i'm free i'll come over and see how you guys are. i miss you and i love you both!" 

"ok call me again later or tomorrow if you can"

"sure"

"bye son, i love you"

"love you too" 

and with that, the call was ended. i really did miss her, but i guess i've just been so caught up with Louis that i haven't even had time to call her.. 

I decide to check who the other texts are from.

1 from Liam asking how i am, "Great thanks!! and thank you so much for talking to Louis about letting me stay.. we're really hitting it off. He says he has a surprise for me when he gets back from work! i'm excited and i'll see you later sometime when its possible.x" i hit send and look at the other texts and missed calls.

"fuck" i whisper..

(A/N cliff hanger guys!! i'm excited to bring this part in!! and Harrys mom is so sweet i just had to add her in aww! tell me what you guys thimk so far?? comment and vote <33)