"Firefly I need to tell you something." he says pulling me towards him. I just look down worried about what he will say next. “ I don’t want to pretend to be yours anymore I want to actually try it for real. You heard your sister this morning and half the school already thinks we are dating and just hiding it” I look up into his eye and I feel sick from nervousness what if I go through with this and it doesn’t work out I lose him but if I don’t say yes it won’t be the same again. I try and think of what to do but suddenly his warm lips are on mine and I know it can’t go back to how it was. He pulls away from me and looks me straight in the eye. “That kiss meant everything to me.” He whispers “I know I’m in love with you." I look into his eyes for a moment, taking in all his features. Before I know it, he slams his lips onto mine again. This kiss is better than the first because I expected it and I wanted it. His tongue traced my bottom lip and I granted him access immediately. Our tongues danced in each other's mouth happily until harry barged in.
"Good job- oh I’ll just be leaving now." he backs out and I don't break the kiss until we're dying without any air. We start laughing at the fact that hazza just had to see that but Louis face goes serious.
"Firefly.... will...y..you...bemygirlfriend?"
I laugh, "Louis babe, you're lucky I spend too much time with you. No normal girl would have understood that last part. Lucky for I’m not normal. And I’ll be your girlfriend on one condition...."
He looks worried. "What’s that?" I smile "you be my boyfriend." he laughs and kisses me softly.
"Ya know for not ever kissing anyone before, your real good at It." he smiles and sits us up so I’m in his lap. I am a good kisser aren't I?
"For knowing how to be super romantic we sure suck at it." he laughs at that nodding his head.
"I mean we teach classes on how to be romantic but I can't find a romantic way to ask you out. I mean I even stuttered! That was embarrassing..." he looks down, cheeks bright red. I pull his face back up and kiss him lightly.
"It was cute babe. It shows you were actually nervous that I might say no. Like you were worried you'd loose me.... it was cute." he smiles that charming smile and pecks my lips. To tell you the I actually had the same scenario going around in my head for weeks. It could ruin what we have and what if it does we both lose our best friend” I rush at Louis. "I know it's early to say this. So you don't have to say it back. I love you" he says and those three words make everything better I instantly calm down and realize that we can get through this.
I smile at him, "when did you know?” he thinks for a minute.
" I think I realised when we were at the fair. I dumped my water all over you on accident and I gave you my shirt.
I loved the way my clothes looked on you, and I decided then that I wanted to see you walk around our house someday in just your knickers and my shirts.
And I wanted to wake up next to you every morning. I want you to be the last thing I see every night and the first thing I see every morning.
So I decided it's time to start working at making you love me. I won you that giant firefly stuffed animal. Speaking of that I’m so surprised they had a firefly. But anyway I knew it was your favorite animal because they're never anyone’s favorite animal.
Then you named it Boobear, after me. And I knew every night you'd cuddle up to me in a way. And when I come over in the middle of the night and I see you sleeping cuddling Boobear.
And at that fair is when I started calling you firefly. People already called you fire, so I decided firefly would be a cute name.
And whenever I see you I can't help but think damn she's so perfect. And any of your mistakes just make you more amazing than before. Because then I know I don't have to act different around you.
