The fat girl

chapter 54

Victoria p.o.v :

" h-hey we need to talk.... ! " i gathered all my courage to say that .

Yet he just looked at me and continued to smoke .

I looked at him a bit startled . I didn't move just stood there looking at him ...

" leave . I've nothing to say to you,  anymore " he said calmly . It somehow were even scarier then how he usually is ... i would rather much prefer his angry face then this coldness right now .

I clenched my fists and took steps towards him slowly but steadily...

" No ...i really do need to talk to you " i said as I've gotten closer to him .

He stared at me with cold angry eyes and he threw the cigarette on the floor and trampled it harshly . Then he looked at me with very angry and pissed-off expression .

" you're happy aren't you " he stood up, standing right in front of me .

" you've got your revenge on me ...for all what've made you go through...right ?! Not only did you enjoy me humiliating myself and acting like total idiot , running after you ...but you also ...made fun of my feelings. Treating it like nothing . Right that's what i get for ' bulling you ' you've got me . So go on celebrate your achievement and leave me alone! " he gritted his teeth while his eyes turned red ...he's furious right now .

" No! I never wanted that...never not in this way! " i snapped at him.

Making everything my fault isn't fair for me . I never wanted to make fun of anyone. I know how much that hurt...good lord it hurts so bad i wouldn't wish that ...even for him .

" hah ...really ? You f**cking kissed him right in front of my face!! You knew i was there! You knew i was looking ...you knew how much i ...i ...liked you. I liked you to the point it turned me crazy ...y-yet you while looking at my eyes you did that ...i guess that's my punishment for what i did " he yelled that at me while saying the last parts of his words quietly....he looked so sad and broken.

I was shocked as i startled at him ...he himself looked quite surprised with what he said . He gritted his teeth once again then sighted .

" you win, Victoria. I'l leave  you alone. I'll never get in your way ever again " he said that quietly with sad look on his face , that made my heart beat freeze...

As he walked past me ...

I ...it's good right? i wanted him gone from my life . I cursed that bastard for years! I cried nights because of him ...

It's alright ...let him leave ...

But ....n-no! Not like this ...he can't walk away that easily like nothing happened...

This isn't fair ...

To just play with my life like this, then end it however you want just like you started this!

NO!

Not this time Mr sadistic.

" yes you're right ...maybe it is your punishment"  i clenched my fists, while he was shocked and turned his head looking at me .

" w-what ...? " he mumbled quietly .

" you heard me! Doing whatever you want and thinking whatever you want without even listening to others ....being nothing but spoiled brat looking down on others! It was not only me but same was for her too! Everything was your fault! " i yelled at him angrily...

Yes , I'm angry. I'm fed up and i had enough. I don't care if i'm scared for once i'll speak my mind and whatever happen , let it happen.

" her ....? Who the hell are you talking about ?! " he asked confused , looking at me still with shocked expression.