chapter 63

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Victoria p.o.v :

[ hey , can we meet ? ]

" It's from Jack! " i cried while quickly grabbed my phone.

[ sure ! ]

I replied.

[ let's meet at the mall ]

[ okay, I'll be there in 30 min ]

Oh my god! What should i do?

I jumped off my bed , again poor this bed it will definitely break someday!

Not time to worry about the bed now .  I ran to my bed room door , grabbing the door handle then i paused and i walked back to the mirror.

* sigh

" i look terrible..." i glanced at it .

I fixed my hair a little and putted some lipgloss on trying to improve my looks a little-- which i don't think it did... haaah .

Then i slapped the side of my cheeks with both hands .

" you got this , just apologize ..."  i breathed deeply before walking out of my room .

I made it the mall before the thirty minutes passed. I started to look around then my phone started to ring : it's Jack.

I answered " over here "

I glanced over and catched him waving at me .

I walked towards him ; i felt my heart rising, reaching him.

" hey " i said awkwardly , looking at him with nervous yet delightful expression.

" ...hey " he said with a little smile, yet his face showed...pain .

" let's go have a seat " he pointed with his thumb to the public seats .

We sat down , there was a minute of dead silence . We both just sat there quietly. I started fidgeting my fingers nervously until ...

" i don't think it'll workout " Jack said looking down : clenching his hands together tightly.

I felt sharp pain in my heart hearing his words.

" no... Jack! Look , i'm sorry " i shouted.

Jack looked at me with sorrow.

" i made a mistake , i admit. You were nothing but good to me ..." i said with cracking voice.

" I understand , if you don't want to be with me no more but i've to tell you ; i never meant to hurt you " i looked at him in the eyes .

" i just couldn't tell you ...i-i didn't have that much of courage or strength . It's all on me " i held my hands together, tightly.

" ah it's not just about that, vicky... " he sighed looking up .

" i know it must have been hard on you , even what happened this morning wasn't easy . I just wished you counted more on me__ it's seems like my existence is just an extra to you ..."

Jack turned and looked at me with sad eyes " it feels like your heart just doesn't belong with me ..."

I looked at him with confused look .

" it's like-- you're only thinking of him ..." Jack looked hurt but his expression showed anger and sorrow too .

Him__ he means...

" no! " i shouted.

" you're wrong! "

Jack looked at me with disbelief : he shook his head.

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