Chapter 1

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Chapter 1

Natan

"Natan, I can explain everything!"

Peta said as she approached the dark car. One of her hands adjusted her inappropriate coat. Even if she did not want to look like it, but the vulgar image of her was already etched in my mind so perfectly and I almost was capable to vomit at her face just after looking at it.

And no apology could be like a synthetic rubber to erase her imprudent posture from my imagination and also from my sober judgment.

That night, I was meeting the real Peta. The girl who I should never have offered my love.

I knew the real manipulative woman. The same one who made her look like a good-looking, with her beautiful blue eyes to seduce stupid guys like me and take them to the bottom of the well with a simple puff of air.

Regret, repentance, and disgust described my temper on this occasion.

My hand scratched the back of my neck nervously.

"Peta, please, forget me!" I begged at the same time that my right hand opened the car door. My outrage was so great that I practiced this action without even perceiving how much anger I was feeling at that moment, just after I'd seen Peta in those sexy clothes and in front of the Club of Virgins. The place that only brought me bad memories. "Are you taking part in a prostitution seminar?" I paused, and my face stared at hers during that. "Yes, because that's what I see in you. Since you explore a perfect reading of the men's penises!"

After that, I got in the car and slammed the door hardly.

But I noticed that Peta stood by the side of the vehicle as she looked completely unresponsive. Maybe my words had been harsh enough to her reality. Maybe I had thrown her a bucket of cold water.

However, nothing mattered to me now.

I was very hurt. Very hurt and only a thing I wanted at that moment was to be very far from the woman I loved until minutes ago, the one who did not deserve my love and especially my loyalty and my vote of confidence.

Without even realizing that one of my hands had started the engine of the car, I started singing a tire and soon everything I saw before me was to the street full of cars.

The headlights of the automobiles hit my face and my tears of pure anger descended on my face with full force. I did not have the strength to stop them. I could not imagine anything but Petalouda's betrayal. Her dishonesty with me and her offense against our love.

She had been wrong with me again.

But this time, I swore to myself that it would be the last time she had done it to me.

Peta would never enter in my life again.

I also would not let her tear my heart as she was doing in that moment of pure pain.

When I realized that I had not been able to drive for a long time, I ended up parking the car near the waterfront.

Even from inside the car, I could look out at the rough sea in the distance.

My suffering was still the same, a little stronger with the pains that were choking me every second I breathed and realized that I was alive, and thinking that a damn girl had been part of my life and had stolen my beautiful plans in love

"Enough! Enough! Nathan it is enough!" I shouted at myself, clapping my hands against the black steering wheel. "You do not deserve to go through this anymore! That whore does not deserve your love! I can live without her! I can live without her!"

I said all those words to myself when I tried to convince myself that I could overcome that terrible moment in my life without the help of someone.

Actually, I just needed one thing.

To be smarter and not to let any woman in the universe delude me again. 

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